REMINISCING IS A BITCH!

Yawp, it ain't so great. But school was lovely. Keeping it ultra short besides the fact that I keep getting closer and closer to Yvonne's family :). WOOT! WOOT! Haha, Especially Elaines' life story. It's nice knowing her elder sibling. Fuckin' Edsel made me hella jealous today :(. No fair, you know the reason why! Stupid cute looking Junior that he was talking too >.< Jessica and I lost our Tennis Match. What else? Gah, I wanna leave. Fuck this! Basically, I was half-emo today, I miss the thing that almost started, I love my best friend for the quote that she said too me. Hmmmm, well that's pretty much it. Goodnight! Oh and Straight Boyfriend #2, I love you :).

A list of curshes? BLAH!

Oh my, whoever knew the girls I knew was so damn beastin' on Basketball :D! That was basically the highlight of my day, hanging out with people I never knew was so nice. I'm keeping this short because I wanna go to bed and read Eclipse. Staying up last night as 2AM in the morning is making my pimple come out :/. Stupid bacteria. But yeah, Jerrick and MaryJo man! Shoot, hella great at Basketball. I should take a picture with those guy's tomorrow. We'll see :D! The day was fun, really was. BIO THOUGH! Oh shit, big as Dead rat, a Frog, a crawfish, and an Earthworm. We had to inspect it :(. It was so gross, I felt so damn sick. I wanted to throw up, it's eyes were always staring at me. But the frog is the one that stole my attention the most. So silky smooth, beautiful looking. Body structure was outstanding. It's legs were beautiful. :). BUT ANYWAYS! I ended my day with having Nene and Cassie by my side <3. And I had dinner with Nene 1st. CHEESE STEAK FRIES AND ROAST BEEF SANDWICH! HELLA CRACKIN! Don't forget the sprinkled donut ;). Hahaha, goodnight! Oh yeah, there's my list of crushes from a PRINT SCREEN of my sidekick :D!

Confuscianism or however you spell it! Haha!

Asdfghjkl;! Morning didn't start so great around 12:00am. I stayed for nothing, thought being worth something. But nothing anymore, I guess, I try, but he;s not per suiting. It's unfortunate. :/. So I went to sleep being all sad and mad, and next thing I knew, i woke up late for school. I panicked! I ran to the shower, forgetting to turn on the light, I still managed to do everything, got out of my house in time, and finish, but my ride was late. AGAIN! Shit man, well that resulted to being late to class because it's all the way in the Back of the school. Stupid S-Hall :P. But I finally saw Mr.G! Hoping around everywhere cause he got surgery on his leg. Now I knew how Jimmy felt when he got his, I felt so bad, I would it when Mr.G would come to our table because he would always walk to us. :/. But he's a good sport. you gotta love Mr.G for that. Class was fun as usual, never boring, always a great thing to start the morning if feeling down. Playing with Pham's hair is major fun because it grew :). 2nd block came, BIOLOGY! Yay! I don't know, I get so excited for that class. There's always something to do, always something to laugh about. Nothing special happened besides learning about skin, bones, and etc. I gotta Quiz tomorrow, shawks! I somewhat studied >.<. The lunch came, YAY! JAMES LE TRAN BROUGHT US JAMBA JUICE <3. He's so cute, I swear, man, Jenny and her lucky big viet ass! Shit! Haha :D! That halfly made my day. I'm not gonna talk about the rest of my day because nothing special happens then. :/. But resulting of this morning, morning, I was really hoping HE would make my day, but it's 10:45PM, I still have nothing form him :/. He's too caught up in his AP stuff. Gah, no wonder relationships don't work when the husband is always damn busy, and all you have is the kids. You can't even get sex out of him because he's too tired from work! And the result of him being tired is because he's fucking his secretary. Which leads to cheating, to divorce, to heart breaks. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! Bullshit! Anyways, I took a nap, dreaming of cuddling with him, and then waking up next too him :/. I gotta stop hoping that he's gonna be in that position. Maybe with another guy, but I know not me. Capricorn's are so hard to please =X. Why does damn Aries have to have a low rate on being compatible with a damn Capricorn. I wanna defy the stars and prove them wrong, but what's happening right now, the stars are winning, not me, unfortunately. I wanna end this already and get back to Eric's and Audrey's Blog TV. My glass for today's happiness is still half empty, half full. No one has been able to fully fill it today. Gosh, I need to stop being sad, and start being happy again. I was heart broken on New Year's, does that mean I'm going to be heart broken the rest of the year?

1st Day of School in the 09'.

Oh my! BLOOP* I don't know why, but I got some butterflies on my stomach right now. It's pointless to have them right now. ANYWHO! WOW! School was such a great day today <3. , and Jenny-Lynn next to me was nice. My Food Buddy (Camille) looked so darn pretty and mature. It was lovely to hug her cause I missed her beastin' self :). After lunch, 3rd block came, that was Dance 1. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! I can't wait till' I get out of that class :P. Hehe, and then 4th BLOCK! WOAH! P.E. Was bombin' as usual, when I play basketball I suck, but when I played today, I was actually pretty good :). But Ricky and damn Brittanie were fuckin' betch and kept stealing the ball >.< Afterschool finally came, it was time to go home. We arrived at Yvonne's house. It's always fun there when there's alot of people. I'm glad that she's my book :D! She fed me some Pho and 2 Chocolate Moose Cheesecakes. HELLLLLAAHHH GOOOD! Gah, I want some more :(. But as the day went on, Kaleena Came over! YAY! I haven't seen her lesbian ass in so long. And around that time, we were all hyper, stupid, loud, and laughing hysterically. We were all damn crazy. I wanted Kaleena, so I started being all over her, and Yvonne just started snapping, and here's what end's up. Heh. That was fun, and during that day, a simple IM from a boy. Give me the biggest blood rush in my face :), I was just surprised that he's the one that's starting the conversation. Maybe it's what I said too him that morning/night. Oh man, he's lovely I may say, smart, intelligent, well actually he says that he "Isn't smart" he just "tries hard" I don't know, I thought that was bull. He is smart, he's the one who has the OVER 4.0 average. Pshh* Hairflip* But simple things like that, they win my heart easily. He offered to do my Biology homework :D. Ahhhh, seriously though? No guy does that for me, and that simple thing, just got me all giddy, made me smile, made me all happy. I don't know if it means anything besides being a frieend, but I hope, I really do hope it's more than a friendship. Sigh* I wanna end this here because really, HE was the highlight of my whole ENTIRE day! Besides being with my girls. HE really brightened up my day. And when the movie "My Bloody Valentine in 3D" I remembered that he's turning 18 very soon. Agh, so many things rushed in my head about him! Jhflihwrvuhwliu$eHYGFIUQjre'[90QU35P789Tyhwrlgadnfluhs!! Blah, GOOOOODNIGHT DAMN IT!

Treasure a thing call love.

It's not the 1st time I've actually posted a blog. But I decided to create one of this blogs so there is a place where I can vent too. Some maybe long reading, others maybe short. But in the meantime, this is the 1st blog of the year. 09! Woot! Woot! But what I've noticed today, and what I've realized after watching Desperate Housewives is a thing call love. Love comes in many ways, but the one love that I'm talking about is the relationship type. That type of love. It's complicated enough that you put up with the person every single day you guy's are always together, and some just weep and cry how they don't see their boyfriend/girlfriend enough. Love is one thing that should be greatly treasured, and also a thing that should not be taken advantage of. You may not notice it, but people do. It's terrible to see that people break up over stuff like cheating on their mate. Who does that? If your in you're right mind to cheat, then what in the hell is wrong with you? Why would you go all the trouble to cheat on someone? Is it because they don't give you enough things in the world, your not satisfied, or is that you just want more sex out of it? What I'm trying to get out of this is to make you feel guilty for something that you have done. The fact that your having another feeling for another person when you already have someone it's just so fuckin' bullshit. Your not only wasting your time, but also your partners. Especially for a person that you were with for a year, A YEAR?! That is 12 months, 365Days, and some 50 or 52 weeks just go down the drain. Why would you waste so much time? We all know that if we do cheat, we know that it's wrong, but yet we still do it? And the lies you're living with now. How do you expect too get that person back when you've already ripped there heart in to, or have broken it into a million pieces? I wouldn't take you back even though I loved you for that long, because a trust that took you how months or years, and just throw it all away for just a one night stand? You just be slapped in the mother fuckin' face for that. How do you live with you're self knowing that fact that you've done that? I know this blog may not make sense, but this is what's all going on in my head right now. And I just needed to get it out there. Like no lie, why? Cheaters, why do you cheat? Why is that? Do you get a satisfaction that his dick has entered you, or you're dick has entered their vagina or asshole? Hmmm, this is me just venting to an online journal or blog or w/e. But dude/chick/girl/prick/tranny or w/e, don't waste love. It's a bad thing to not even have it. Yeah, you think that being great is single and all, but you've got to admit, you wish in your life that there was someone there you can hold, touch, kiss, cuddle, and do things that couples do? You see because love, I've heard, and almost experienced, that time fly's by when the two of you are together, when you 1st kiss, butterflies trying to flutter there way in your stomach, when you two hug you have that feeling that you don't wanna let go because you feel safe in there arms, or you feel that you don't wanna let them go. Being actually IN LOVE may take someone 2 weeks? 3 weeks? 4months? 4 years? You can't blame them, because YOUR NOT in there shoes, you may know what they're feeling, but you don't know what they are feeling for each other. Don't judge people who fall in love so fast. Because your not the one who's doing the loving, they are. And like I said you may understand what they're feeling, but you may not understand what they're feeling for each other. Love has it's own course, it may take time, or it may not take time at all. Just make sure you treasure it, you live it, you love it, and you don't hurt it, or even cheat on it.