The season is finally over :). But it was the last season for the Seniors :/. The two boys whom I got to know, Kevin A. and Tony. Oh man how I'm greatful to have you guys in my life. Especially Kevin, my Favorite Senior yo'! I don't wanna share him, but "Triangle." came and snatched, but it's coo'. At least he's still with us. But what got me down the most was when he talked to us saying that in the beggining of the year or something that when he was gone, no one was going to miss him, and if he came back, he'd only come back for two people. But then he said, now he can come back to a whole group of people that have showed him so much love :). And what made me even sad was when he said that when I yell cutie waiting for him to respond, he was not going to be there because we were going to be Sophmores and he's gonna be in college :(. Do you know how bad I wanted too cry?! SO BAD :'(. I freakin' love Kevin, I really do. He's been so sweet, sincere, and nice about everything. And I'm comfortable enough to talk about cute guys and alla' of that boy hype too him. That's a good straight friend to have and not leave you hanging. Sigh* I'm going to miss Badminton 09'. Tony and Kevin, you guys made then ending months of my Freshmen year, splendid. Thanks .
And last but not least. Agh, I need too vent. Because I realized that all the good guys that I wanted to build/have a relationship with me drifted away. Let's travel back in time actually. I'll show you the "Rise and Fall of Francis' Love Life." I'll only mention the one's the really sticked out too me.
1st Guy, the one I remember the most. Oh my, this guy named DCMAHV. That's his initials. My 1st guy ever to whom I said "I love you, too" And actually meant it. He's an unforgettable guy because the fact that we had almost everything. We had text messages, with had endless phone conversations at night. We missed each other alot, and also we said I love you. And for once, I did, I was falling for him. But unfortunately, he wasn't there to cacth me. Next thing I knew, his boyfriend texted me saying "Hi, this is D____'s boyfriend. And can you not talk too him." Blah, blah, blah. So too think that this boy was actually mines, ended really not being mines. We never established to become boyfriends. But for sure I learned a lesson, "Never ever say I love you until you guys are in a relationship, and making sure that you two have a future, also a long lasting love."
2nd Guy, the second guy was named AJ. Oh man, this boy was a sweet-heart. He gave me the longest text messages, well good morning text messages I've ever recieved. And that's when I loved those, because they were something to wake up too, and also something to look forward when you shut your eyes and see each other in your dream. We didn't end up because he lived too far, and I could have not dealt with that.
3rd guy, his name was Nick T. AHHH! This one I really liked being with, he called me at school just too tell me that "I gotch you, and I miss you too." We were on and off. He was my Valentine for 08'. And then we would talk again. He basically was my ideal husband. He was smart, intellectual, sexy, and also mature. He made enough money too have both of us too have a living together. We even talked about having his own house and myself living there with him. It was cute because he knew how to cook too and we enjoyed the movies we would watch together. But, we didn't end up because he would always go M.I.A. and I couldn't handle that. So, he let me go, I let him goo. :(. Oh man, he was a babe.
4th guy, Ranier Vince Castillo. The top notch one. The one who had the patience, the one who taught me more about relationships than ever. He was the one who made me feel great, with his kisses, the was he would say my name, he even holds me right, and his big ears basically stole my heart away. He took me on the best 1st date of my life. This guy was the best out of all of them. But I can't say he was "The Best I Ever Had." because I never really had him, we only ended up being in the talking stage and he ended things with me because I remember him saying that "Your too clingy, and I'm too good for you." And I remember asking for him to give me a 2nd chance but he said "To me, begging is a turn off." SO, were just friends right now, there are days when I do miss him. And yeah, that's pretty much it.
the 1-4 guys were all 08' boys.
But now, since it's 09'.
My 1st Guy in 09'. Jun. This guy was a heart-throbber for sure. He was the tall, semi-chubby, cute, adorable, biggest thing I could of asked for. I liked this boy a lot. And he's the type of guy that is really love-able. Even though we agreed to only stay friends because of a ceratin reason, he still sticked through. He gives me those "good-morning." messages, and "good-afternoon" messgaes, and also "Good-Night EffDee" messages even though I'm mad at him, and I got on his nerves. He still gives me that. We have an on-going conversation that never ends, and that's what I love, we only stop the conversation when one says "goodnight." That's usually me because I'm the one that falls asleep early. :P. But I can see myself saying "I love you" to this handsome boy. But it's the wrong time. I haven't said "I love you" to a guy that I LIKED and saw myself being in a relationship with them besides Glenn, because Glenn. WHOLE ANOTHER STORY! :). Heh. But Jun, I don't want him to ever leave, and I'm just excited as he is to move down here as I am. Aghhh, I hella loved it when he drove down here and came too see me on my Birthday with Tracy :).
2nd GUY(K.O.) He doesn't count because he's straight, but by far, he has showed me the most love out of all the guys of there in the world. Even for a straight guy, I was surprised that he was that loving :). DAMN, Leo's are such babes. I fuckin' love you, Kristopher. :). Your foreverly in my heart, and I know you know that :).
So the life lesson was, yes, I've had a lot of guys because for sure I learned things. A lot of things about myself as becoming and readying myself to enter realtionships. Hot to build them, and how to stay in them. I've educated myself and other people also. And for sure I had the best/worst times learning them. And also, lessons to relationships out there. Never ever say I love you until you are ready, don't have sex, keep your virginity and don't let the guy or girl pressure you. Don't doo waaaaaaaaayy too much in the 1st three months. Let him/her fall in love with your true-self. And if both of you like it, stay in the relationship, The 3rd month is the bump. Don't be too clingy :/. Nor too needy. But just give him enough attention so he won't think that you don't give him enough. Learn to trust each other, and don't fall for the words they say, they will seriously reel you in with the "nice, sweet, kind, cute" words they say. Have them say it, and make sure THEY PUT IT INTO ACTION! If not, just give them glimpse ;) of what you got for them. That's what K.O. did too me :). and that too was hella lovely. BUT! Just becareful with everything, kay? Be safe, use a "hat." Be smart, not stupid.
P.S. This is the longest post I've ever had.
And last but not least. Agh, I need too vent. Because I realized that all the good guys that I wanted to build/have a relationship with me drifted away. Let's travel back in time actually. I'll show you the "Rise and Fall of Francis' Love Life." I'll only mention the one's the really sticked out too me.
1st Guy, the one I remember the most. Oh my, this guy named DCMAHV. That's his initials. My 1st guy ever to whom I said "I love you, too" And actually meant it. He's an unforgettable guy because the fact that we had almost everything. We had text messages, with had endless phone conversations at night. We missed each other alot, and also we said I love you. And for once, I did, I was falling for him. But unfortunately, he wasn't there to cacth me. Next thing I knew, his boyfriend texted me saying "Hi, this is D____'s boyfriend. And can you not talk too him." Blah, blah, blah. So too think that this boy was actually mines, ended really not being mines. We never established to become boyfriends. But for sure I learned a lesson, "Never ever say I love you until you guys are in a relationship, and making sure that you two have a future, also a long lasting love."
2nd Guy, the second guy was named AJ. Oh man, this boy was a sweet-heart. He gave me the longest text messages, well good morning text messages I've ever recieved. And that's when I loved those, because they were something to wake up too, and also something to look forward when you shut your eyes and see each other in your dream. We didn't end up because he lived too far, and I could have not dealt with that.
3rd guy, his name was Nick T. AHHH! This one I really liked being with, he called me at school just too tell me that "I gotch you, and I miss you too." We were on and off. He was my Valentine for 08'. And then we would talk again. He basically was my ideal husband. He was smart, intellectual, sexy, and also mature. He made enough money too have both of us too have a living together. We even talked about having his own house and myself living there with him. It was cute because he knew how to cook too and we enjoyed the movies we would watch together. But, we didn't end up because he would always go M.I.A. and I couldn't handle that. So, he let me go, I let him goo. :(. Oh man, he was a babe.
4th guy, Ranier Vince Castillo. The top notch one. The one who had the patience, the one who taught me more about relationships than ever. He was the one who made me feel great, with his kisses, the was he would say my name, he even holds me right, and his big ears basically stole my heart away. He took me on the best 1st date of my life. This guy was the best out of all of them. But I can't say he was "The Best I Ever Had." because I never really had him, we only ended up being in the talking stage and he ended things with me because I remember him saying that "Your too clingy, and I'm too good for you." And I remember asking for him to give me a 2nd chance but he said "To me, begging is a turn off." SO, were just friends right now, there are days when I do miss him. And yeah, that's pretty much it.
the 1-4 guys were all 08' boys.
But now, since it's 09'.
My 1st Guy in 09'. Jun. This guy was a heart-throbber for sure. He was the tall, semi-chubby, cute, adorable, biggest thing I could of asked for. I liked this boy a lot. And he's the type of guy that is really love-able. Even though we agreed to only stay friends because of a ceratin reason, he still sticked through. He gives me those "good-morning." messages, and "good-afternoon" messgaes, and also "Good-Night EffDee" messages even though I'm mad at him, and I got on his nerves. He still gives me that. We have an on-going conversation that never ends, and that's what I love, we only stop the conversation when one says "goodnight." That's usually me because I'm the one that falls asleep early. :P. But I can see myself saying "I love you" to this handsome boy. But it's the wrong time. I haven't said "I love you" to a guy that I LIKED and saw myself being in a relationship with them besides Glenn, because Glenn. WHOLE ANOTHER STORY! :). Heh. But Jun, I don't want him to ever leave, and I'm just excited as he is to move down here as I am. Aghhh, I hella loved it when he drove down here and came too see me on my Birthday with Tracy :).
2nd GUY(K.O.) He doesn't count because he's straight, but by far, he has showed me the most love out of all the guys of there in the world. Even for a straight guy, I was surprised that he was that loving :). DAMN, Leo's are such babes. I fuckin' love you, Kristopher. :). Your foreverly in my heart, and I know you know that :).
So the life lesson was, yes, I've had a lot of guys because for sure I learned things. A lot of things about myself as becoming and readying myself to enter realtionships. Hot to build them, and how to stay in them. I've educated myself and other people also. And for sure I had the best/worst times learning them. And also, lessons to relationships out there. Never ever say I love you until you are ready, don't have sex, keep your virginity and don't let the guy or girl pressure you. Don't doo waaaaaaaaayy too much in the 1st three months. Let him/her fall in love with your true-self. And if both of you like it, stay in the relationship, The 3rd month is the bump. Don't be too clingy :/. Nor too needy. But just give him enough attention so he won't think that you don't give him enough. Learn to trust each other, and don't fall for the words they say, they will seriously reel you in with the "nice, sweet, kind, cute" words they say. Have them say it, and make sure THEY PUT IT INTO ACTION! If not, just give them glimpse ;) of what you got for them. That's what K.O. did too me :). and that too was hella lovely. BUT! Just becareful with everything, kay? Be safe, use a "hat." Be smart, not stupid.
P.S. This is the longest post I've ever had.
3 comments:
awww i dont know how i made it good but thanks francis!
really? I put a lot of effort into that story. Thanks! hehe ;)
I never said i was too good for you wth
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