I love thise surveeeyyy, that's why I had to put this on here.

This is all about guys/girls and relationships, are you ready?

Yeah, sure :).






What's the most important thing in a guy/girl?

In a Guy? Big ears, sweet, sincere, a littlebig baby, smile, trust, honesty, keep your promises, loving, caring, a little bit clingy, and a little bit over protective, and I think that's it?






Sense of humor or hot body?

Hot body with a sense of humor :). DUH! :D!







Eye color?

Eyes, I don't really care.







Piercings?

Gauges are cute :).





Tattoos?

Are hot on a guy :). Just the arm or chest though.






Cowboy/girl or Gangster?

Gangssstterrr with a sensitive side :).




Athletic or artistic?

Both <3.







What's the first thing you notice in a guy/girl's appearance?

Shoes, ears, face, then clothes, and then BODY. Haha! Chubby or what, I don't care, If I think your cute, your cute, babe ;).








Honestly, do looks matter?

I don't mean to be shallow, but just a little.








What's the best gift you've ever gotten from a guy/girl

I don't really remember.







Most embarrassing moment in front of a crush?

Oh snap. Spitting our boba balls out of my mouth while talking >.<
Hella mother fuckin' embarrassing.






Best place to make out?

On the bed, couch, etc, just a place where I can top while making out, and then you flip me over and I'll be happy to be the bottom :). I love it when they take in control.




Could you cry in front of your significant other?

Maybe.. It takes a lot for me to cry.





How would you want to be asked to prom?

Uhm, well, with a biggggg ass long posterrrrrrrrrrr infront of students from school :).






When you fall for someone do you fall hard?

Uhmmm, I don't know?








Is cheating ever okay?

Nope.





Are there mistakes in love?

There's always.






What would you do to get a guy/girl to notice you?

I'm usually just loud, they'll probably catch my drift.








Do you like to slow dance or dirty dance?

Haha, dirty dance :). But in sincere moments, slow dancing is appropriate <3.






Where do you like to be kissed?

Neck, behind the ears, and my jaw bone.





Long term or short term relationships?

I've never been in a relationship before :/. Well actually, I've never have had a boyfriend before.







Is it cute when a girl wears a guys jersey?

It's cute when the guy gives me something to wear or remember him by.






Ladies, flowers or a song on a guitar?

You mean gay fellah's? I prefer both :).






What song would you want played at your wedding?

Probably a Disney song, hahaha!






What's the best season for love?

I like winter, when it's cold at night so we can cuddle.






Is clumsy cute?

Oh gosh >.< Don't even start me with that.
But yesss, yes it is. HAHAHA!


Smooth moves or sincere?

Slick w/sincere ;).


Out to the movies or a walk in the park?

Movies, and then a walk/drive would be nice :).


Is it cute when a guy/girl calls you babe?

I love it when a guy calls me babe, it brings me back those butterflies :D!!!



What's the perfect night?

Where I end the night with him, and be with him the upcoming morning.


Are you afraid to fall in love?

Pretty much...


Do you believe in love at first sight?

AGH! WTF?! I don't know...


Is all fair in love and war?

Hmmm, I heard that from the Suite Life of Zack and Cody.

3 things that you would never accept:

1)Disrespectful, hitting me.
2)Selfish.
3)Never ever, whatever you, never ever break your word, promise..


3 things a guy/girl would need to understand about you:

1)I can never be mean to you unless we are in love.
2)You gotta be able to control me, I can get a little freaky.
3)And you gotta understand where I am coming from.

Swell Day :).

I really enjoyed today, especially at the bus when a certain person entice a conversation with myself. I never even thought of even conversing with him ever in my life. It was nice to know that we had things in common :). I enjoy unexpected conversations with human beings who I though would never even talk too me. It was cool. I liked it.

BUT YOU GUYS! Soooo sorry, it;s been like 2days since I haven't posted anything. My apologies for that. I try coming back, but it either gets too late, or I either get too lazy. This week is very stressful because Night Rally is coming up. LIKE IN 2DAYS =O. Shoot, I'm soooo nervous for that day. Dancing like foo'. Watch out for "Us6" and out cute sweaters :). Haha! But these past two days there has been an earthquake, I fell in love with my Boyfriend #5 K.O. again :). And what else? OH YEAH! More stress, and more happiness. I asked to be busy so I wouldn't have too think about much the male sex. Heh :). But that's it, still living on School, friends, food, and Twilight. Well goodnigh't ya'll. FD Has to do homework and fix his new SidekickLX :D!

Nighty night, and sweeet dreams, boys. P.S. Sorry if any mistakes, I get too lazy to re-read.

Man today, life is good :).

Oh man, what a hella nice day it was today. I know it's the 29th right now, but March 28th was a very essential day. I loved, loved, loved March 28th :). It felt so good for my soul.
Dance in the morning.
Kick back w/my bestie.
Badminton.
Party with the Mexicans.
and a really great phone conversation with the person I thought I would hate forever.



Today, was, a, really, great, day, for, Francis Dominic.
A, really, great, day :). AHHHH! March 28th, you did good ;).

"I Ask The Impossible"

I ask the impossible: love me forever.
Love me when all desire is gone.
Love me with the single mindedness of a monk.
When the world in it's entirety,
and all that you hold sacred advise if you
against it: love me still more.
When rage fills you and has no name: love me.
When each step from your door to our job tires you: love me
and from the job to home again, love me.
Love me when you're bored:
when every man you see is more handsome than the last,
or more pathetic, love me as you always have:
not as admirer or judge, but with
the compassion you save for yourself
in your solitude.
Love me as you relish your loneliness,
the anticipation for death,
mysteries of the flesh, as it tears and mends.
Love me as your most treasured childhood memory
and if there is none to recall
imagine one, place me there with you.
Love me withered as I were new.
Love me as if I were forever--
and I will make the impossible a simple act,
by loving you, loving you as I do.

I'm that one boy. Deep down, I'm hurting. I don't know why, But I hate seeing what I could of have. BUT! You can't do nothing about it now. School, food, friends, and Twilight. That's what I'm living on right now. Goodnight boys, sweet dreams. And let's hope & pray that my turn comes soon.

P.S. Finals Pt.1&2 is tomorrow. Geometry and Health. Wish me luck <3.

7Girls and 1boy. last minutes Blog.

1stgirl, I've seen her produce tears because of him. She's becoming independent and she's getting stronger, but there are times when she breaks apart. In my opinion she needs a real man in her life, someone to step up to the plate on who won't hate her. I know why she won't let go because she's too loose him. She's been through it a couple of times, but in my eyes. I want her to be happy all the time and deserve what is beyond happiness.


2ndgirl, she is also maturing, everyday, but her lust for her boys are sinful. Tempting and anticipation causes her to do wrong things. She needs no man in her life because she can work with what she got. She's strong-willed, but she's also tempted. A LOT! Drop the guys that don't want you, realize that girlfriend. Your better and more smarter. Use your head, don't follow your heart, it'll just break again. Save your-self the pain.

3rdgirl, the pretty and getting more grown up one. She got her priorities straihg tbut she still got her crushes going. There isn't really anything wrong about her. She's smart at what she's doing and she knows how to handle it.

4thgirl, the girl with the sexy body who looks like no other. The girl that always get's chased, but when caught, the guy seems to drift away. This girl is waay to pretty to be single, but she makes it look so easy. So occupied with the people she love and love to be with, boys donlt even cross her mind sometimes unless I bring them up. That, I love her for that.

5thgirl, the gril that got everyhting but she's too blind to open what's in front of her. She's the girl with pretty face, and she's smart. Only when she wants too be. She's beautiful and cute. Guys are waiting for her just to "get at her" but the past always seems to come along and ask questions about why there trying to talk to her. Haha! She's so blind, she's got the guys waiting, but she plays them like a player. But the safe way. Boys actually do want to talk to her, and they get to the point where there becoming annoying. Shoot, I wish a guy would want me like that.

6thgirl, the girl who's the baby out of all of us. The one who's the mean one, but deep down inside that's the way she shows that she likes you. Her innonsense is fun when at play. We fantasies a lot. This girl got a lot of potential, they just need to take the time and actually read the book.

7thgirl, the beautiful girl who always gets mis-read for her prettyness. Like the other, she is smart when she wants to be, but she can also be as slow as a snail. She wild and crazy, but one of the most loving girls out there. She's a book you'd love too read ;).

And last but not least, the 1stboy. The boy who sits and waits, let's time pass by and wait to be swept off his feet. The boy who has high standards and scared too settle for less. The boy who always get's left because he is "Young" and also get replaced by another. Like picked up on the floor, bur dropped back down because he saw something new and wanted to run too it. He's sick and tired of this game that he knows so well. He doesn't wanna play it anymore, because if he did. He'd be looking out for a lot of exits. He knows what to do, and how to do it. But when will this boy ever get the chance to do it?



Unread, sorry. To lazy to re-read. Goodnight, girls.

You're surprising.

I wanted to be with you.
I wanted to hold you.
BUT! I got replaced for someone who was nor even there for you.

Man, boys are so damn complicated.




I was having a great day till' THAT ABOVE happen. Overall, I had a great day, I'm watching Twilight as we speak. I love this movie, because the feelings are oh so very real too me. :). Anywho, yeah, that's it. Goodnight, guys.


I'm hungry.

Hahaha! My daaaaaay :).

Was very sweelll. Except for school. Overall school was great besides the whole Geometrey, Swimming, Eng9 Finals Hype. Yawk! I don't want that :(. But what made my dad waaaas Tony. Buahahahaahhhhahah! Alll I can remember was the big "big bite" that used to be "5x" bigger before it was actually popped. Hahahahah! Wow, he's white blood cells were working to the max. That too me was hilariousss. Like I said very "imaptient with your imperfections" You looked like you had one of those injections in your eye brows Tony. :)


Anywho, after that I had a great practice session with my partner, even though she was "Out of it" she always does this before game days. And it's getting on my nerves. Like big time! =O! I love her still though. That's my partner.


After that, there was practice at my house. Well dance practice for Night Rally. Holy crap! That was awesome! Like BIG TIME! Everyone had it down. It was Moui' Perfecto'! :). But then we had to show it to the rest of the skit people. We messed up on the last song :(. Fudgecakes! But don't worry, everything will be great and spotless by Night Rally. Which is APRIL 2ND ON A THURSDAY! But yout tickets! It will only be sold on March 23rd-March 27th! GET THEM KIDDDOS'! It's 1 week away from Thursday.



Last but not least, my boyfriends haven't really been boyfriends :(. And it makes me sad. Like a lot, deep down it does. I miss them all. Especially 2 and 5. I want a real boyfriend already guys, but I'm bcoming so impatient I'm thinking that I might be single as long as 7 years. And I never had a "Real Boyfriend" even though I kissed that guy. It all ended being nothing we were just talking. I wished we went farther in our relationship. But no, no, no. Ever since that I've learned many things about relationship, loves, do's and don't's. It's amazing when my capabilites are :). So if your single, and your cute, and at least taller than me. You've met my standard. You just have to be Asain or Flip. That's all. Well goodnight readers. Thanks for the time to read!


Gooodnight, and I lalala love you all! :). Oh yeah, btw, I'm too lazy to re-read this again becauseeeeee I'm on my sidekick typing this thing. So chyeah. Well nighters again! :).

"You're a Jerk"

Parrrtyyy last night was somewhat fun and okay :). Overall it was great besides catching my Boyfriend#5 kissing Edgar and also dancing on girls. That's why I walked out, I didn't feel too comfortable around that presence. Don't I deserved too be treated better? Yeah, I do. Edgar wouldn't stop trying to touch me -.- Haha! I kissed Edagr though =X. BLAH! ANYWAYS! Happy Birthday to Tiare, thanks for the partyyy last night. Your boys were cute. I just didn't understand how you knew half the that were on that party :P. Buahahahah!




Oh yeah, btw, my butt, and my thighs are oh so very soarrrrr :(. Because the fact that we had hardcore workout On Friday's. Sports are just fun, fun, fun :). Well yeah, I'm gonna leave now. go out with my girls, make up for what I had last night. Ugh, boys. Drity and Grimey. I should make a clothing line like that. HAHA! You never know, there's alotta possiblities. And does anyone know this kid names "DJ" who makes the "Still Us" Clothing Line. If so, hit me, I wanna buy some sweaters. :).



Oh yeah, P.S. I'm too lazy to re-read everything. So if any mistakes. Just fuck it.

Whaaaat the feeezzzyyyy?!

I hate waiting.
I'm being impatient.
Very impatient.


To the point where I'm thinking about settling for less.
But no! I can't do that.
But there's one(ACTUALLY MANY) that's keeping me up on my feet ;).
But this one is special.
I dig, I love, I play.




Can I have a cute boyfriend now please?
And I'm hoping he got style, swag, and skills of driving ;).
P.S. A Nice, cute, loving one too!


I know, I haven't blogged in awhile. I'm oh sorry about that.

Boyfriends :).

I need to introduce to you guys...

OG Boyfriend #1 Robert A.

Boyfriend #2 David S.


Boyfriend #3 Tommy W.

Boyfriend #4.
(No Picture for now.)

And my latest, Boyfriend #5 KO :D.

Best Saturday Night Ever.

Day started by waking up with my BEBF :). Then having a Movie day with Bestie and Book . Watching The Grudge 3. SCARY SHET! Like no joke -.- Then after, PARTY TIME!


Edagr's party was the bombest party. It so made my weekend already and my weekend has not even been over yet. I loved it today. I made new friends. I had the best fun, hella cute guys. But one was the top of my list :). And he ended becoming my Boyfriend #5 :) WOOT WOOT! I felt loved and known at that party. I'm running out of words because it was such a great night, I can't wait for next week's partyyy. Let's go! Oh yeah, btw. I think Boyfriend #5 is the hottest and most prettiest out of all the boyfriend's I have. No offense, guys. Haha, and Happy Birthday, well official Birthday to Andrew B, Josh S, and Edagar S. I love you Sugarrrr Muffin :). Goodnight and sweet dreams everybody, for a fact. I love tonight :). SO HELLA WORTH IT!

Jealousy.

Not only is it a sin, but it is an emotion. An emotion caused by distraught feelings :/. It can be interpreted in many ways. Through friends, fame, fortune, and even love. It's funny how unfortunate things can happen to a guy like me. People are so used to the smile that I always produce, the loudness I make, and the aurora that I have that can make feel comfortable and less uneasy with themselves. But there are always things behind those. Behind those smiles, they are frowns, behind that loudness there are his quiet parts, and with that aura of his, there is weakness within. Little things make a person weak, and also the the little things can make a person stronger. Even by just one bit. Jealousy, an emotion that is taking over me right now. Let's just say, "You girls have it lucky." :). Goodnight, and sweet dreams. I for one will be spending this night alone..

Eclipse.

I'm almost done with the book :). Today was nice, I picked my classes for next year! It's probably gonna be English10, World History, Algebra 2, Chemistry or AP Chemistry, French 1 or Ceramics, PE ATHLETICS! Both Fall and Spring. Yay! My Partner and I are getting better, "Us6" is making me sad and cry, I wish we could do better. What else? Oh, you looked real cute today btw. And then, I read Eclipse. That's pretty much it. Well, goodnight, a little cheery than yesterday. Yesterday, I was "Scared." And still am. :/. GOODNIGHT! Sweet dreams everybody!

I'm scared...

I'm terrified of loosing you, not being able to be in your presense. Afraid too never see you again and you start heading down your road. I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to see you again. I'm afraid too say anything because I might just make you run away. I've only felt your kind words, and read your thoughts about things. I wanna go deeper, but since the difference between us, I don't know how that's ever possible. It maybe the last time I will ever see you. Just thinking about it makes me wanna cry, our last time seeing each other, our last conversation, our last time ever making eye contact. I wanna be able to hold you in my arms even just for a quick second, because a second of that could be imprinted in my mind and that can last forever. You put smiles on my face when you don't even know you do. Your so cute, and adorable, I wish my future boyfriend would look just like you and and have the same attributes also. Your flaws is what makes you perfect :). I wanna go out with you and just spend time together, just us two, I don't care if all were ever gonna be is friends, because I'd rather be your friend than nothing. I'm still shy towards you, I get all choked up, I avoid making eye contact because I might get lost into your eyes. Your so loving and concerning. Man, why can't you just be bi or gay? You'd be such the perfect boyfriend for me, and I'd be the perfect boyfriend for you. I hope there's a guy like you out there for me. I highly doubt there is. But one last thing, I wish you can promise that you won't ever leave me...

What a good day today :).

1st off, Congratulations too Tony, and 2nd, what a nice day today it was. Even though the air was crispy ice cold. I enjoyed it, practice went by so FAST! Wish my partner and I good luck. And I finished all my homework today, that I'm very glad of.

The thing that made my day is that my mother and I talked about a cute boy on TV :). Hehe, I felt so good. And my dad was there too, he just agreed. Hahaha! Another is that my English 8 Class is so loving, they all HATE Prop8, I felt so loved when they were talking about it because they would look at me as they speak. Sigh*, I love you guys. THERE'S ONLY 3 MONTHS OF SCHOOL LEFT STARTING ON MARCH 11th! =O. I'm gonna cry. Also, I don't feel like dressing up for school no more, I just wanna wear basketball shorts and HOODIES! THAT'S IT! I gotta go shopping for the following gear then. SOON, hopefully.


So yeah, that's pretty much it. I'm still waiting for my cute guy to come in my life and sweep me away. I just pray and hope that's he's gay or bi, not straight. I'm tired of straight boys. I perfer them to actually like OTHER boys. Not girls. Well goodnight, thank you for reading, I appreciate it.


Last but not least, I've been asked to prom 3 times already. And I'm only a Freshman.
1-Guy asked me to goo to his Senior Prom w/him.
2-Girl asked me to go to Junior Prom w/her.
3-ANOTHER Girl asked me to goo too Junior Prom w/her.


Haha, I feel loved :). I actually wanna say YES tot he 1st one, but I D K.
I want more people to ask me though.

G-Thang.

:), Today was my Bestfriend's 15th B-Day, and she's hella old, like 1573649503, just take out the 73649503, hahaha! I love you Ashley Kwe, sorry I couldn't be back in time :(.


Today was a good day also, I was with my sister and my mother, I'll post like 2 pictures from that day, maybe three. Who knows. We'll see. I had a great conversation with Michael from, WA. And also with Nick from SAC and now SJ. And currently, I'm having a great conversation with Willfred. He's my husband, but he DOESN'T KNOW IT YET! Hahahaha! Even though I call him Husband Willfred sometimes :D! Hahaha! Well this week is gonna be a nice week, I'm very excited for it. 4-week school with Dance Practices' for Night Rally! Agh! I'm juiced. Well, goodnight! And sweet dreams with eveyone :D!

Watchmen.

That movie was pretty damn long. I gotta admit, graphic everything, sex, violence, and people. I enjoyed watching it because I watched it with my girls. And that time, all of us were finnaly single. LADIES' NIGHT BABY! Hahaha! I love those girls. :).





And I just wanna say something, because I feel like guys are ashamed to be my friend. There's only a few who actually stick like glue, especially Ricky Guerro, Jerrick(Sometimes), J.A.K. And Austin. BUT my Boyfriends #1, #2, and #3 I feel oh so distant :(. I don't feel la-la-loved.


Francis Dominic just misses and wants those passionate hugs that guys produce, I'm not asking a lot, but can I just get something back for the effort I try for at least caring about you? I don't know, you guys make it so difficult. Sigh* I really wish there was a place where I can escape too, my "Secret Hideout" where I can chill and have no one worry about me. That I would love. Friends are the ones that keep me up and running. But so far, where the hell have you guys been?

The Cutest thing I've ever seen.

I was about to read Confessions of a Shopaholic. It was my sisters book btw.

But the I opened the book to a random page, and HOOSHAW!



It was so cute, it ALMOST gave me butterflies :).



And then there was a piece of paper asking her to be his Valentine :). I thought that was beautiful.




Can I get an Amen? 37Months and still going strong, well actually 38 now?


But any who it's funny when people come up too me and say, "You know I wanna see you with a boyfriend." I just laughed and smiled. What can I say too that?

Heartbroken.

There's alot of couples at school. It annoys the shit out of me.
And I really have a humungo big crush on this guy.
But I don't know. I think he's taken already by another man. :/.





Fuck a betch, sidekicks fucked, and so is my fucking love life. Oh wait, what love life?