"I Ask The Impossible"

I ask the impossible: love me forever.
Love me when all desire is gone.
Love me with the single mindedness of a monk.
When the world in it's entirety,
and all that you hold sacred advise if you
against it: love me still more.
When rage fills you and has no name: love me.
When each step from your door to our job tires you: love me
and from the job to home again, love me.
Love me when you're bored:
when every man you see is more handsome than the last,
or more pathetic, love me as you always have:
not as admirer or judge, but with
the compassion you save for yourself
in your solitude.
Love me as you relish your loneliness,
the anticipation for death,
mysteries of the flesh, as it tears and mends.
Love me as your most treasured childhood memory
and if there is none to recall
imagine one, place me there with you.
Love me withered as I were new.
Love me as if I were forever--
and I will make the impossible a simple act,
by loving you, loving you as I do.

I'm that one boy. Deep down, I'm hurting. I don't know why, But I hate seeing what I could of have. BUT! You can't do nothing about it now. School, food, friends, and Twilight. That's what I'm living on right now. Goodnight boys, sweet dreams. And let's hope & pray that my turn comes soon.

P.S. Finals Pt.1&2 is tomorrow. Geometry and Health. Wish me luck <3.