Just Incase.

My Type of guy?

A guy who I can punch in the stomach and then give me a big hug :). A guy who I can brush my hands through his hair, let me play with his fingers, let me play with his ears and even let me pull his shirt so he can come closer to me. Someguy to grab my face and say "Do you really hate me" and I'll be like "Yes:)" and hopefully you'll know what too do. Hahaha! A guy who can handle me and hold me down. A guy who can fit into my life style, teach me how to play video games. Play basketball with me because I'm secretly good at it :). Watch movies, take great pictures with, and last but not least. Someone who will be able to respect what I want and when I want it :) I can be aggressive, abusive, and demanding. Do you want me now? ;).

Just Incase.

My Type of guy?

A guy who I can punch in the stomach and then give me a big hug :). A guy who I can brush my hands through his hair, let me play with his fingers, let me play with his ears >.<>

Pride SF.

Was fun for me :). Thanks for Nivek for takin' me!
I sawwwww my old downies and some new ones.
That includes Tracy, Joey D., and then Nevin, and Jason(Boyfriend #9).
I also saw HENRY! YEEEE :D!
Total of 8 Cutiesss.
1st two was nice. I like, I like.

I JUST HATE UNDERCOVER "STRAIGHT" GUYS WHEN THERE REALLY GAY!
We saw two -.- Made me mad!

Anywho, that's my Sunday. Yawp :).

I thrive.

I'm just going on, I need to get this out of my mind. But come on! Why did it have to be you, the guy that I think about all the time. Why?! I thrive for your attention and love. And it's ridiculous to think that I would even come close to getting it. Why did it have to be you that my heart settled for. I don't understand, why this strong bond between us can't just be disconnected. I want you so bad already, I'm hurting myself just so it won't be that hard for me when your time comes to have a significant other. I wish it was me, I really do. Right there by your side, calling shot gun, going to placed far away and just driving to everywhere and anywhere. I just wanna be with you. I can't, and I really can't stop thinking about you. Even from the 1st day we met, you comforted me already. Things between us are just passing through. I wanna tell you all these things but these things are just forbidden. There is so many things I wanna do with you. If I could I would want to spend the rest of my youth with you, maybe even my life for possible. Readers, it's possible to love someone but they don't love you back :/. But he says he loves you, does he really? I try, and I try to see you all the time. I really do. Man, if I just had my L's and a car, baby I'll be with you all the damn time. Sigh*. Lions are so frustrating :/.

I really do get jealous, hella jealous when I see you with the same gender.. :(. Dude, I really did wish you just had the same feelings for me. You know what to do with me, you know what say, you know how I am, you know what I want and you know that you can provide that. You did it in the beginning, I don't understand why you can't do it now. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck my love life. The only guy who's perfect for me isn't really meant to be for us. I don't know how many times i can say this, but I fuckin' want an dneed you so bad. Why can't a nigga' just understand. My love for you is sooo big. It's like a football stadium flooded with Francis' and your the football player trying to win my love :). Fuck my love life. SERIOUSLY! It's like the embryo implanted on the fallopian tube instead of the lining in the uterus. Ugh, fuck. Sorry, it's a 'Health' class habit.

Oh my, oh my, boy the way you make me feel. So jubliant, so loved. I feel just right being with. I've never met a guy who can do these to my emotions. I wanna let you go, trust me I've tried. But booy, I can't I really can't. This is how bad I want you. i get shy and nervous, I pinch my skin because my heart is pumping so much. And when I hear your voice, it's like my lullaby. Your so cute, smile so big, and heart so loveable. But your restricted :(. I hate this. I really do. I love you, and I hope you know that..

Hey DUDE!

If you really wanna follow my updates.
Just follow me on twitter.com/frncissdominc

P.S. Boys still suck.
Today was my 5months w/ BF#3.
And my most recent Boyfriend is Boyfriend #9, Jason Dahilig <3. :D!
YEEE BUDDY!
NOW JOHN AND KATE PLUS 8 ;'(.

There getting a divorce. :/.

Also, I have my Soulmate, BJ :).
And then what else?
OH! I made the Cheerleading team.
I want 6 kids. Hehehe.






Oh yeah, I neeeed to go shopping foo'.

Damn <3.

It was from this guy that I used to like a looong loooonng loooooong time ago.


"FRANCIS!!! I MISS YOU! BUDD!! im sorry that i am like an CIA agent and i been coming into your life and out.. and i am sorry.. and my life is fuck right now.. i feel like i am in a hole and i cant get out but one day i will i just need time.. and honestly i do think of you at times.. when i think about boys:] and wasup with your headline!? dont like you saying stuff like that about yourself. cause theres always hope. unless your and very old man and in a wheel chair about to died.... unless your Benjamin Button who was born old and died a baby. but anyways.. you are a very attractive guy francis really though. if i was single then and didnt have problems in my life then i would go for you cause i know that you wouldn't be an asshole and do me wrong. i see you as a person that KNOWS how to love&treat another man right. and if we did go out then i'd bet we be forever, and if not forever i bet we go out for years. but my life is just fuck but i'll be better in time. francis i know you feeling depress.. but things will get better.. and you will shine like a star one day.. i was in your position once it took me two years to find a relationship.. and maybe the time is not right for you.. maybe god as a dope surprise for you and one day he/she "the love of your life" with come into your life. so keep your head up francis! and sorry once again i have to be out of your life.. cause me and my soon to be girlfriend promised each other no texting, commenting, messaging, aiming, talking seeing boys/girls, only the to of us.. its something so we can get closer to each other. im sorry francis. and i didnt break the promise by commenting you im just informing you that i can talk to anyone.. just her.. and also to help a friend:] well stay up francis one day well meet:] hit me up to a party or something.. and i'll go when i am off this promise.. we i love you francis as friend.. and by the way your so different from other guys i love that about you:] and you love the hundreds:] and sb's and stussy:] take care francis!!!"

Miscoception-I ain't deppressed.
But damn, that's mad love right there <3.
I never knew he did have these feelings.
HOW sweeeeeet. :). I still like being single :).
This message made my day.

I'm Done.

"They way to happiness is just to give up :)"-James Marsden
I don't know, :(. I'm not getting any signs from you anymore, Bug..

Show me.
What I learned was;
"If a guy wants you, he'll want you.
If he wants to be with you, he'll be with you."

Etc, Etc, list goes on thanks to the movie "He's just not into you."
Taught me alot, I'd rather be the exception than the rule.

Prove me wrong if you read this..


BTW! What a night, Thanks Samuel Medina :D!
AND MOMMY! HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAAAAY :DDD!

WOOT! Anywho, that's it. Good-Night, and Sweet dreams errybody!
Peace Easy ;).
-FD<$

I keep not updating!

Sorry guys! YAY! Tony got a possible date?! Finnaly! Hah!

Anywho, I did all my school work.
I wanna travel FORWARD in time and!
+See future FAB pictures.
+Watch New Moon.
+See my 1st wverlong lasting boyfriend who I will spend the rest of my youth and hopefully my adult life.
+New Sidekicks.
+My sister getting married.
+And everything school related :D!
+See top 5 go to the following;
-Camping
-Beach
-London
-AFRICA!
-Disneyland
-Disney World
-and I don't know where else.

I'm looking forward too so many thing in the future. I'm sad that the Seniors are graduating.
And then the next batch.
And the next batch.
And then US. Us Class of 2012.
I think about it everyday seeing how grown up we'll be.

I wanna see Rocel next door to me in SF.
I wanna see Bridget and Ashley as my room mates.
Bridget Reading and Ashley doing something with her life inside her room.
I wanna see Kathleen make it big into singing, dancing, and show biz! Triple Threat ;).
And I wanna see Gabby in action ;).

TOP5 will stay together, oh yeah! I can't wait too see who that guy will be.
AND THE NEW GENERATIONS OF POKEMONNNNNNNNNNN :DDD!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!
Re-Makes and new Gens! :).

Don't forget, the Twilight Saga is growing up w/Class of 2012.
Twilight=Freshmen year.
New Moon=Sophomore Year.
Eclipse=Junior Year.
And Breaking Dawn=Senior Year :(.

Oh gosh, BTW! JunBoii! Congratulations! You graduated today! I'm sorry I couldn't make it :(. I miss you though!


Well yeah, I think that's all for now. Peace yo'!

A laste night blog. But didn't post.

Re;Total bullshit. If you love somee you'd put other things aside right so you can make them happy? And if you really love them you two would not have to have too try hard to be in a relationship. Ugh, this annoys me. Total bullshit man.


But! I miss you guys! I haven't been online in so long! And/Or actually blogged.


Since the week I have missed I have been school hype. Got my sidekick lx 09, Kevin' 17 happened, school is getting better and ending faster, open gym today, and what else? Oh, Academy Wars! Was the shit! AND TONY! TONY! TONY! I'VE BEEN MEANING TOO COMPLIMENT YOU ON WHEN YOU WORE THAT HAT LAST WEEK ON FRIDAY! Man, weren't you lookin' real good, hope you find that promdate. What else? SF! W/The family, painful in the ears ;). Hmmm, a Bug X3.


Anywho! Yeah, that's pretty much it. I'll really try to blog more. So much things just happen everyday. Well I think that's for tonight! So peace!
Stay tuned for next time :).

I MISS YOU GUYS!

Oh my gosh! I haven't blogged in so long! Agh! I'm so sorry guys. I'm busy with school and homework. And yeah, I don't have alot of updates.

But yeah, I'll blog more besides;

Saturday;Late Night Date at the Movies w/A cute boy :D!
Sunday; Awesome day with my mother!
Monday;I forgot.
Tuesday; I forgot.
Wednesday; I played Badminton with Var.
Thursday; Commotion.
Friday; Still has to happened.

And yeah, Mikey took my "Stussy" Key-Chain -.- Agh, HAAL was today, and it was fun. And sad too cause we took our last bus ride home :(. Oh my. I can't wait till' next season. And yeah. That's all. Well see you guys soon!

AND I APOLOGIZE TO MY SISTER FOR LYING TO YOU! I didn't want too :/ I seriously wanted you to be with me. And when my mom didn't back me up, I just didn't want this close relationship we have. Well I love you, Clare :). I miss you!



P.S. I kind of want my Stussy keychain back..
Well actually, I don't know. TAKE ME TOO HAIGHT ST. MIKEY!
Since you agreed to come at my rescue.

Bitter-Sweet Day/BOYS.

The season is finally over :). But it was the last season for the Seniors :/. The two boys whom I got to know, Kevin A. and Tony. Oh man how I'm greatful to have you guys in my life. Especially Kevin, my Favorite Senior yo'! I don't wanna share him, but "Triangle." came and snatched, but it's coo'. At least he's still with us. But what got me down the most was when he talked to us saying that in the beggining of the year or something that when he was gone, no one was going to miss him, and if he came back, he'd only come back for two people. But then he said, now he can come back to a whole group of people that have showed him so much love :). And what made me even sad was when he said that when I yell cutie waiting for him to respond, he was not going to be there because we were going to be Sophmores and he's gonna be in college :(. Do you know how bad I wanted too cry?! SO BAD :'(. I freakin' love Kevin, I really do. He's been so sweet, sincere, and nice about everything. And I'm comfortable enough to talk about cute guys and alla' of that boy hype too him. That's a good straight friend to have and not leave you hanging. Sigh* I'm going to miss Badminton 09'. Tony and Kevin, you guys made then ending months of my Freshmen year, splendid. Thanks .



And last but not least. Agh, I need too vent. Because I realized that all the good guys that I wanted to build/have a relationship with me drifted away. Let's travel back in time actually. I'll show you the "Rise and Fall of Francis' Love Life." I'll only mention the one's the really sticked out too me.

1st Guy, the one I remember the most. Oh my, this guy named DCMAHV. That's his initials. My 1st guy ever to whom I said "I love you, too" And actually meant it. He's an unforgettable guy because the fact that we had almost everything. We had text messages, with had endless phone conversations at night. We missed each other alot, and also we said I love you. And for once, I did, I was falling for him. But unfortunately, he wasn't there to cacth me. Next thing I knew, his boyfriend texted me saying "Hi, this is D____'s boyfriend. And can you not talk too him." Blah, blah, blah. So too think that this boy was actually mines, ended really not being mines. We never established to become boyfriends. But for sure I learned a lesson, "Never ever say I love you until you guys are in a relationship, and making sure that you two have a future, also a long lasting love."


2nd Guy, the second guy was named AJ. Oh man, this boy was a sweet-heart. He gave me the longest text messages, well good morning text messages I've ever recieved. And that's when I loved those, because they were something to wake up too, and also something to look forward when you shut your eyes and see each other in your dream. We didn't end up because he lived too far, and I could have not dealt with that.

3rd guy, his name was Nick T. AHHH! This one I really liked being with, he called me at school just too tell me that "I gotch you, and I miss you too." We were on and off. He was my Valentine for 08'. And then we would talk again. He basically was my ideal husband. He was smart, intellectual, sexy, and also mature. He made enough money too have both of us too have a living together. We even talked about having his own house and myself living there with him. It was cute because he knew how to cook too and we enjoyed the movies we would watch together. But, we didn't end up because he would always go M.I.A. and I couldn't handle that. So, he let me go, I let him goo. :(. Oh man, he was a babe.

4th guy, Ranier Vince Castillo. The top notch one. The one who had the patience, the one who taught me more about relationships than ever. He was the one who made me feel great, with his kisses, the was he would say my name, he even holds me right, and his big ears basically stole my heart away. He took me on the best 1st date of my life. This guy was the best out of all of them. But I can't say he was "The Best I Ever Had." because I never really had him, we only ended up being in the talking stage and he ended things with me because I remember him saying that "Your too clingy, and I'm too good for you." And I remember asking for him to give me a 2nd chance but he said "To me, begging is a turn off." SO, were just friends right now, there are days when I do miss him. And yeah, that's pretty much it.

the 1-4 guys were all 08' boys.

But now, since it's 09'.

My 1st Guy in 09'. Jun. This guy was a heart-throbber for sure. He was the tall, semi-chubby, cute, adorable, biggest thing I could of asked for. I liked this boy a lot. And he's the type of guy that is really love-able. Even though we agreed to only stay friends because of a ceratin reason, he still sticked through. He gives me those "good-morning." messages, and "good-afternoon" messgaes, and also "Good-Night EffDee" messages even though I'm mad at him, and I got on his nerves. He still gives me that. We have an on-going conversation that never ends, and that's what I love, we only stop the conversation when one says "goodnight." That's usually me because I'm the one that falls asleep early. :P. But I can see myself saying "I love you" to this handsome boy. But it's the wrong time. I haven't said "I love you" to a guy that I LIKED and saw myself being in a relationship with them besides Glenn, because Glenn. WHOLE ANOTHER STORY! :). Heh. But Jun, I don't want him to ever leave, and I'm just excited as he is to move down here as I am. Aghhh, I hella loved it when he drove down here and came too see me on my Birthday with Tracy :).

2nd GUY(K.O.) He doesn't count because he's straight, but by far, he has showed me the most love out of all the guys of there in the world. Even for a straight guy, I was surprised that he was that loving :). DAMN, Leo's are such babes. I fuckin' love you, Kristopher. :). Your foreverly in my heart, and I know you know that :).



So the life lesson was, yes, I've had a lot of guys because for sure I learned things. A lot of things about myself as becoming and readying myself to enter realtionships. Hot to build them, and how to stay in them. I've educated myself and other people also. And for sure I had the best/worst times learning them. And also, lessons to relationships out there. Never ever say I love you until you are ready, don't have sex, keep your virginity and don't let the guy or girl pressure you. Don't doo waaaaaaaaayy too much in the 1st three months. Let him/her fall in love with your true-self. And if both of you like it, stay in the relationship, The 3rd month is the bump. Don't be too clingy :/. Nor too needy. But just give him enough attention so he won't think that you don't give him enough. Learn to trust each other, and don't fall for the words they say, they will seriously reel you in with the "nice, sweet, kind, cute" words they say. Have them say it, and make sure THEY PUT IT INTO ACTION! If not, just give them glimpse ;) of what you got for them. That's what K.O. did too me :). and that too was hella lovely. BUT! Just becareful with everything, kay? Be safe, use a "hat." Be smart, not stupid.


P.S. This is the longest post I've ever had.

What a good day <3.

It really was, half done with STAR Testing.
1st Block had many laughs.
2nd Block was scary because of the "Swine Flu."
Practice went swell.
LAST OFFICIAL PRACTICE :(.
Best hug ever from Favorite Senior, Kevin :D.

And In&Out with the 4 of us.
Hmmmm, I missed you as always.
And I hate it.
:/.



AGH! Goodnight, sweet dreams.
LAST GAME TOMORROW AT ARROYO HIGH! IT'S A HOME GAME! COME THROUGH PLEASE AND SHOW SUPPORT :).

Hola Mocha ChocoLoca :D

Haha, sowwy I haven't updated you guys.
Besides the fact that my weekend was decent/content.
Friday;Joey's Kick Back.
Saturday;Community Action with FUTURE& LEADERS ACADEMY :). And also B.A.R.F. Day.
Sunday;Church with Mommy, Target With Renae (Looking for Dark Brown beads for Mikey is hard -.-) And Kicked it with My BEBF! We cooked breakfast for Lunch and watched Twilight. That girl knows me too well <3.

And MONDAY! HEY! Look at this, Kevin broke the bracelet :(. I gave Edsel his and he took a picture of it that looked so nice <3. style="font-weight: bold;">BOYFRIEND #6, his name is Malcolm. Badminton Mates, you guys remember him for the game against Castro Valley ;). HAHA! WOOT! :D!

But anywho, Testing are all this week, and I feel like Seniors are slipping away :(. Especially my Favorite one. But yeah, wish me luck on STAR Testings. For the None California heads who read this, it's a State Requirement that us students have to take so California can see our test scores. And what something new about this is that it follows us and College admissions will be looking at this -.- For people who are in College, you guys had it easy. Lesse requirements. But by the time 2012 Graduates, we'll be having 4.5's and 6.0's HAHAHA :D!

But yeah that's pretty much it :). Goodnight, sweet dreams. Wish me luck again <3.

Wonderful Days :).

The last time I bologged was probably April 20th. Being 16, hmmm, I don't feel it, I don't see it. I don't know. But hey! I'm happy at where I am, who I am, and what I'm going to be. I just realized that I'm that "Cool gay Guy" at school that everyone loves. I'm happy I got the benefits of being friends who I never would thought a gay guy would have. I'm thankful for that, especially to the Seniors ;).

Tony- Thank you for wearing the bracelet. For a second I thought you bought me something on Ebay, but instead you wore that bracelet I gave you that said "Patience." That was sweet of you.

Kevin- My favorite Senior :). Even though I am mean to you, you still got love for this cutie. Thank you for winning that game for me today at Castro Valley :). Hellllaa cute for that. And I didn't even know you played Pokemon Cards -.- WTH?!

Mikey-Your nice too talk too. And I like how we both entice a conversation with each other. Sitting with you at the bus going home and getting too know you more and more is nice :).

AND NOW!
BRITNEY SPEARS CONCERT!
Was the shit, thanks for taking me _____. :D! Woot, my sister is mad at me :D! I love you for taking me! Hehehe, She was great, the concert was fun. And seeing Megan like 4 sections away was cool, and partying with the Drunk Girl next too me was crackin'! :D!

One last thing, when I want a boyfriend, my conversation with my sister play's in my head when she yelled at me about boys. And it is true. But FD is becoming impatient. GAH! There is only like how many more days of school, like A month and half-a-week? OH MAN :(.

Goals are; take a picture with just 1with KEVIN, 1with TONY, and 1with MIKEY!
Oh shnap! Btw, Geneva, Austin, and Rocel. HI! :). I love you guys, and Geneva, keeeeepppp it on the downe low, kay ;).

Well goodnight, I'm too lazy to re-read so I apologize if anything is mis-pronounced, spelled, or w/e. GOODNIGHT! :D!

P.S. I really did wish you were that bracelt Errryday until Graduation Tony..

April 20th :). Pt.2 of Being 16.

The second day of being 16 was essential, I was oh so excited about school because I get too see everyone again :). Yay! I was excited for my classes. 37 days of school left, a game against Mt.Eden. Oh my, things are happening fast like a Nascar, up and down like a Superstar. Woah baby!




TODAY! REALLY! WENT! NICE! At lunch time there were my Freshmen saying "Surprise!" and it was so many of them. They started singing me Happy Birthday, I felt so loved :). HELLLLLLAAAAAA LOVED! :D! I felt great. What else happend was I had a short 1st time conversation with Frankie. Another guy who I thought that I would never know, BUT! He enticed it :). Woot! I love how many good things are happening in my life and I am thankful for them. I love you Lord Jesus Christ and God Almighty :)!


Badminton went so great, my Partner and I was hellla good :). Yay! I can't wait for tomorrow's game. I'm juiced! Gooodnight, boys!



And P.S. Kevin(Favorite Senior.) I hope you keep it forever on that wrist <3.

My 16th Birthday :).

Was full of awesomeness.

1st thing was at night time too morning getting Non-Stop messages from people all night. The one I appreciated the most are from Top5, Cassie, Tiare, Edsel, and all the people who typed more than 2-3 sentences. And then person who was more caring was Jun :). He visited me and gave me my Birthday Hug :D! All the way from Stockton, woot! Haha! He was still wearing his Prom clothes, I thought it was cute :).

2nd thing was FINNALY! TOP5 MET UP! YES! Oh my, all 5 of us haven't been together since December. I love our date. We met up at "TuttiMelon." I think that's what it was called. We had some good frozen yogurt! And then there was a cute guy who spotted me with a Penny! He was sweet :). With the glasses and Blasted hair! And then we headed to Jolibee, thanks Gabby for the Burger Steak :). I felt soooooooooooooooooooo happy. Like it felt so good in my body to be with these gals. I felt so happy just being with them :).
We ESTABLISHED IT!
Top 5 is going to

AFRICA!
London.
And DisneyLand <3.


3rd thing was we took TOP5 pictures :). It was all fun and games until next thing we knew, Kathleen said "Hey! Sir! Excuse Me!" and she started running! Oh my gosh! Her sidekick was just stolen because out dumbass self left our stuff on the floor -.- Fuckin' asshole! Why would they steal our shit, stupid 20 year old's. Hella dumb fuckin' Mexicans. (No offense you guys but you gotta put you're self into our shoes.) Any who next thing I knew we were involved with 5 security guards and a cop. I took picture because this is very memorable :). Hahaha! But I feel bad for her. SO MUCH!


4th thing we just chilled back after everything was reported. We were just all talking about it. Kathleen left and when she did Gabby also has been gone. So it was just BARF! :). Bridget, Ashley, Rocel, and Francis. We ended watching "17 Again." And damn that was a hella good movie! Like no joke! Every sexual part in there had something Rocel related in it, which even made it more hilarious! I love today besides the whole Kathleen part. I enjoyed it :).

5th last thing, we finnaly blew my cake :). <3.>years old. Oh my! Hellllooooooooo Worrrlllddddd
And hear are some of the cutest comments :).




I just didn't like how I didn't get anything from Jimmy Dinh, Teekz, and Vinh :'(.

Hi, I'm 16 today.

And finnaly. The day came :). And so far I'm loving it.
Hellllaa greeeetssss. Having loads of friends is essential.

Last but totally not least. I thank you, Lord Jesus Christ and God Almighty for letting me and having my 16th Birthday. I love you guy's so much. Thank you for everything.
Friends.
Family.
Lord.
&Food.

Is all I need :). +School. Haha! Gooodnight.

OH SHIT!

I'm freakin' 16 in less than 45 minutes!

WOW! Holyy fudgecakes :P.

The Last two days.

Have beeeeenn ecstatic!

Fridaaaaayyyy; I went to TanForan with Cassie and met up with Audrey <3.>.< But way too shy to say "Hi."

Saturday; Happy Birthday Jason Dahilig :D He's a cutie, but hey! Today! WAS A REALLY GOOD DAY! 1st thing was Rocel came over and we played Badminton, ate, and such. Then next thing I knew, she's gone. I fell asleep when she left with someone=X. Haha, just kidding :). But then my Bestfriend came over! BUG HUG! We started yelling and screaming because we haven't seen each other. And we finnaly met up with Bridget and had a FAB time, it's been so long. After that I shrunk my 287 Guest list to I don't know, I forgot. :P. Then Jenny picked us up and had my Early Birthday dinner at "Naked Fish." Sushi STILL reminds me of Jimmy Dinh -.- YIKES! :P. And after that Jenny dropped us off at Rocel's house, and next thing I know were having BARF time :). Woot! We just converse, everything was chill. My Bestfriend showed me the guy she met at the Cruise. DAMN! :) Nice lips though ;). Muahahahaha! So yeah, that's pretty much it.

My Birthday is tomorrow, and I need to find a house so I can throw a party on the 25th. :). Help?

Spring Break UPDATE :).

Yay guy's! I finnaly have a decent time too type about what's happening since a I haven't updated from a few days. So let's see. Let's Satrt with Monday. Monday, I ended having a swell day with my BF2TheMaxxx (Rocel.) We went to Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk and I have to say it was a really nice time, and also it was my 1st time being there. And Rocel and I were cute because we matched that day, and a random lady passed by me and she said "You dress well." and drove away. I was like "What?! Wow." But overall we were looking for cute boys, and there was none -.- UNTIL! I saw a total look-a-like of Ranye o_0. I was totally like "WOW!" but this guy was slimmer, taller, darker, and had bigger ears :). But still dressed like him. Oh my.. And we both ended the day by going to the beach writing stuff on the sand. And which for one is for Tony Le :).

Tuesday; What happened on Tuesday was really fun, I was dead bored, and I IM'ed JB saying "Rescue Me!" and next thing I know she shows up in front of my house with her Pilot ready to head out to Stoneridge. I love friends who can drive :). Well good friends that can drive. I hate the ones you try to make plans with and they totally blow you off or don't even reply to you. Fuckers*. But hey it's w/e. And after that kick it with Jenny, Kimmy, Tiffany, James. and Miguel I headed out to Rocel's again, and we had an RFK Re-United night :). That was really a nice time. Being with you guy's felt good. And I learned how to do "FLAMES!" Everything makes so much sense with that game. If you wanna know, I'll show you, just come and see me, especially when we go back to school!

Wednesday; I had such a nice movie date with my Bestie (Bridget.) We went too go see "The Haunting In Conneticut." Hell, that was freakin' scary and also really, really sad. Poor kid was in the border line of Death and Life because of Cancer :/. Yikes. I remember seeing one cute guy at the movies. I hella yelled "Called it!" and Bridget goes "Damn it -.-" Muahaha! After the movies we met up with Rocel and went to go grab a bite because Bridget got the munchies. And fatass bought hella food :D! I stole some though, and after eating we headed down to my BEBF's House (Kathleen.) It's been hecka long since I've seen her. And same goes for Rocel and Bridget. We ended up watching "Hooker's Documentary" for the night, but we had too end it because the fact that everyone was leaving. So that night, all I remember was conversating was John at night, sleeping next to Kathleen, and not charging my phone -.- Freakin' Nene. :P. Oh yeah, I ended sleeping over. Did I mention that?

Thursday; I woke up, hella cold because of Kathleen took the thick blanket away from me -.- And then I almost stepped on poop because of her dog. Stupid "Coco." And then I asked her to clean it up and then pop in "Hooker's Documentary" because I wanted to finish it. And it's so hard for them. I feel bad for those girls. I ended up going home later and getting ready to head down to Cassie's house. After that, Kathleen and Kayla came here and we visited Angelica at her school in San Leandro. Damn, hella cute ass guys -.- Compared to Arroyo, our guy's are ugly. No offense. Only like a handful are cute. But speaking of that, they just turned into assholes. So they ain't cute no more. Sorry! That's what you get for giving me a bad impression. Anywho, back to the subject, hella cookies at her school. We went out to go eat at Chevy's and Quickly's. And I ended up having a deep talk with Angelica as usual. And she's another girl who said "Man if you were straight... "

That was a fun day :).


AND The bad stuff, hmmm, Only 2 Major things, one, T-Mobile is asking us to pay the like $449 for a new phone -.- And then then the other is just this one guy. What an ASSHOLE! Hella killed my day on Tuesday. Ugh, I really do wanna punch you in the face, knee you in the groin, and just rip your instetines viciously :). Alrighty guy's! GOODNIGHT! Thanks for reading <3.


Like I said, "I miss you guys <3."

So far, so Spring Break.

Oh man, Spring has been oh so much fun for me :).
Quickie update. I gotta go now. Going out with my girls.
I'll update you guy's with a bigger blog tonight!

I MISS YOU GUYS! <3.

Bayfunktion :)

Was one hella crackin' ass night :D! Woah baby. I gotta say I never danced so dirty in my life. With a girl and a guy. Corey and I were being hella sexual on dancefloor, especially with each other. The music was just getting too me, and I was on my own pill, The "Francis" pill :). Hahaha! I hella remember that. And that night, I still got hella compliments. From being cute, too dancing hella good. Hmmm, it was splendid. And We took a handful of pictures :D (Thank You, God). I just had so much fun, like really. There are two quotes are remember from last night.

One was
"Damn, if I was guy and you danced on me like that, I would of probably busted a nut already."
HAHAHAAHHA! I hella started cracking up when she said that.

And the other one was
"Woah, not here, but if we were in FuZ then yeah, but not here ;)"
I was like, OH SHET?! How the hell does this guy know about FuZ. Wow, sometimes you can't tell which one are straight, the bi's, and the gay's anymore >.< Oh shnap!

Also, everyone was on something, especially the Prodigy Ent. Corner, they were either, drunk, high, or on a pill -.- Woah, this girl was like crazy breathing, and one of causes of Ecstacy is HYPERthermia, and she popped 3. She crazzy though. I would never do drugs, drink, or even smoke in my life. I'm too good for that hype.

And overall, I still had the best night, I danced my heart away :). Especially when the girls asked for the lap dance :D. Woot! Muahahahaha! Alrighty, I gotta go to Yvonne's house now, bye ya'll.


P.S.Picture will be up soon, so look out for my Myspace ;).

Tony And Kevin :).

Francis pulls out one of the handle bars that look slike a key.That is a size of like a big yard stick with the width of 2feet.
Francis calls Kevin and Tony.
Francis Asks, "Hey you guy's, want the key to my heart?"

From what I saw, I see Tony's face like this "=O." And Kevin's something dysfunctional looking.
Then 2 second's later both of the boys say. "DAMN! That's a big ass heart."

HAHAHAHAAHA! It may not seem funny, but it was to the three of us :). Awww, moments like this are great :D.

Boom Boom Pow.

Last night, my heart felt ripped out of chest, thrown to the floor. Also, my body felt numb and dead. But Glenn B. was there to keep me up from my feet. "When love knocks you Down, just get back up when it knocks you down."-Keri Hilson. It lasted for awhile until school. I talked to Camille B. and vented to her. SHE SAW IT COMING IN THE 1ST NIGHT EVERYTHING HAPPEND =O. I love her, but then as school came by, I felt like I was actually getting over it. My classes went by fast, I'm still confused about Geometry. I get it, but I just don't get the English and all of that Proof Hype :P. But yeah, Game day today, we won. 14-1 :). I supported Tony and Mikey. You looked like a little boy today Tony, and your hug out of no where was very surprising. :) In a good way though. But what else happened today? I don't know, but all I know is that it was a really good day, a really nice chill day. I'm falling in love with reading Animal Farm because it's compelling.



Also, I'm excited about Hannah Montana: The Movie! OH WAIT! I remember what I was gonna talk about.


I love you Edsel Jr. Thank God we finnaly reinkindle things :). It felt great hugging you today and actually conversing with you. Do you know it felt so good to talk to you again? :). Always be my BoyBoy! :D! Haha! Yvonne, I love you. I'm so glad you became my girlfriend, my X-Girlfriend, and now your My book of secrets. Whoever knew that your X would be like this? TeeHee, Your one of the greatest friends ever Yvonne, I love you so much <3. Let's watch Hannah Montana! :D!

And Bestie, yes, I know, your right. But hey, you do it for a reason.
Bestfriend2TheMax, hang in there, boys are a disappointment. But some aren't. :)
So smile before you sleep! It'll make your day feel good.


Last but not least, when I took a nap, I felt being in the arms of someone, and waking up, I felt someone behind me sleeping. It wasn't the ghost type feeling, it was like "The Ghost of a Future Boyfriend" get what I'm saying? Probably not. But HEY! It's cool :). Spring Break starts tomorrow, Min; Day. 1 hour each block, then HOME off we gooo :D! Make plans with me for Spring Break. Especially with YOU Seniors. I know your asses can drive :). Hahahaha! Goodnight pupils. <3. AND KEVIN! I'll follow you after this post like I promised.

8 Weeks.

Let me tell you about my day 1st before I tell you the story behind the title. But let's goo! When I woke up in the morning, I was in no mood to get up, but I did because I "love" school. And then when I'm in the shower I heard loud knocks that scared the sh*t out of me :(. I felt rushed, and so that happend, and now I'm quitting "cold turkey." I'm giving him 3days, if he doesn't say anything, then were done.


I get too school, I enjoy 1st block because we got a new girl and we pulled a prank on her. 2nd block I enjoyed because instead of paying attention class. I made a Pro/Con list about a guy. And this helped me because this Pro/Con list; how it works is that if there is more Pro's(Which is good) you stay with the guy or w/e; if this person has more Cons(Bad stuff), then you leave him, drop him no matter what. But so far when I made a Pro/Con list for this guy, the Pro's where just as much as the Con's. That scared me, so I'm giving him 3days. If it works, then I'll stay with him. But if he doesn't then yeah.. :/. GIRLS&BOYS! Try the Pro/Con list, in one day I got Neeva, Rocel, Elyssa and David to try it. Speaking of David it was out 3months today :). And we spent the whole lunch together, that was major swetness of him :). After that, 3rd block happened, I hate swimming because you tred so much :(. I love 4th block because it's English :).


Then 2:15came I left because out team had a Badminton game, and we won against Moreau :). Woot! Woot! 10-5, sweeeeet. And I line judged twice! Thank you, Tony for smiling during them besides the last set :/. Sorry for your, loss. Like I said you played good. But you just need to relax because I don't like seeing you like that.

After the game I spit my game out w/Kevin :). Whatta cutie ;). Hahaha! And then Rocel and I went to Target to get cupcake mix so we can bake'em. And we ended up having one of the deepest conversations in sooooo damn long! And that time while we were eating at Target, I told her I saw this guy in the beggining of the year, and yet I still don't know him like that. I told her how I wished I knew him and got at least somewhat close to him ya know? Because he was the 1st one I saw. But I doubt it would happen, sucks right? Maybe there's a reason why. I don't know, but that whole time we just conversed. I enjoyed it, a lot! So then after that we walked home, talked about the same subject, so, when we got to her house, we got to work fast :). We finished everything, but in between we had another deep, deep conversation. And this is were the title kicks in...


8 weeks left of school, 8 weeks left Freshmen year is over forever, and 8 more weeks till' the Seniors that I fell in love with so much is leaving :(. I really did take the time my favorite senior guys would have to be Kevin, Mark, and Tony. But the one's the I love the most is MARK and Kevin. Because Mark, even though I was just a freshmen he still cared for me, and alla' that stuff. He's so sincere, and Kevin A. The most loving Senior guy ever. You give the best guy hugs, no lie, no lie. Your a total sweetheart Kevin, and I even popped the question to you today :). Hahaha! I told Rocel that when I see you at Graduation I would cry because I'm scared to lose you... and the year is coming and ending by so fast, it's not crackin' :(. But hey, I gotta sleep now, it's 11:50 and I need to sleep! GOODNIGHT! AND THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHH FOR READING! I know this was a long post, but it was worth it.

Day N Nite'

That song is major stuck on my head! BUT! I haven't' blogged ever since a couple days ago. My apologies for that. Soo updates, updates! Oh yeah! My boyfriend and I got closer ;). I lalala love him alots! Buahaha! The party I went to on Saturday was fun, I liked seeing and meeting new people. Being surrounded by friends is basically my addiction and they are my stimulants.



Sunday, Sunday I had to
break it to a friend that I can't do her dance anymore, but I would still love to go to her party. And she asked me to teach her Court the "Freeze" piece from Night Rally ;). Woot! Bridget and I could grow up to become really good choreographers. We just need to film our piece's and post them on Youtube ;).



What else, Monday! Hey! That's todaay. It was a really nice day today, I realized I can totally be sexual with Jerrick and he won't even care. Haha! That was pretty swell, and also we started swimming today! :D! That was oh soooo much fun. It felt really fast, I'm talking about the day.


Then afterschool hit, Badminton was nice, Tony looked hella cute with his Sunglasses and shirt that I never knew even exsist. And I gave him the bracelet! Woot! Woot! He finnaly got what it meant. Fool took forever and a day. And btw, all this thing is being written on my sidekick, I'm typing as I'm cuddling with my body pillow and attempting to read 5 pages of "Animal Farm." I'm kind of excited to read it because it's about politics and the whole sotry is an allegory ;). Yay! I love literature. And they said in English that "I love everything" and in P.E. I made it into Advance Swimming, and in Health they said I was a "Gifted Kid" and in Geometry, I don't know, but clsses are becoming essential :). I miss talking to this one stranger. But yeah, going to sleep na, goodnight boys ;). Thank you for reading :).

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I hate you.

I hate this night.

It's unfortunate my part.

Your making everything worse.

I'm disturbing now?

I guesss. :/. This brings down my night more. Goodnight.. AGAIN!.















































fuck my night, big time.

NIGHT RALLY WAS THE SHIT! :).

So faaaarrr, I thought we have been the best and also loudest Freshman ever! We even got the best dance ;). That was essential to know because ths judge in front og me kept putting a sign up that at 1st said "8" and then he said, "I'm just kidding" and he put up a "10" which was cool beans because he kept looking at me the whole time. Creepy. But also SENIORS LOVE THE FRESHMEN AND FRESHMEN LOVES THE SENIORS :). Thank you again for the big help. I have to say, that was one of the most exiciting nights of my life. I screamed, we supported, we dance. And our dance felt like 30 seconds because it happens sooo fast! Night really was aweeeesssooommeee! Because that fact that we beat Juniors and Seniors. Us Freshmen made "history." And on the ride home, Lea, Julo, Sam and I were like conversating. No more night rally stress, wejust need to have one more meeting where we can all go out. And also, I almost cried in the car because that fact that I'm so excited to grow up with them for the next 3 years and also I'm hecka sad because when Senior year comes, were all leaving each other. Senior Year will be a "Bitter Sweat" thing. I love you, Class of 2012. You guys areee the best class any class can ask for. I can't wait to keep going with you all.



P.S. Tony, I enjoy our conversations. There very entertaining for me. Sleep well, and don't get no more big pimples. Haha!

Seniors loves the Freshmen :)

AND US FRESHMEN LOVES YOU GUYS TOO! :-D!


Thank you so much guys for giving us a room to work in, and a place to stay warm from working all night. And also thank you for the food you guys gave us! SENIORS! YOU GUYS WHERE SUCH A BIG CONTRIBUTION! WE JUST WANTED TOO SAY THANK YOU AND FRESHMEN LOVESSS YOU GUYS! :D!




Today was such a good day, so much stuff done, and tomorrow is Night Rally! Agh! LETS GO FRESHMEN! Hehe :).




I love C/o 2012 & 2009!

I love thise surveeeyyy, that's why I had to put this on here.

This is all about guys/girls and relationships, are you ready?

Yeah, sure :).






What's the most important thing in a guy/girl?

In a Guy? Big ears, sweet, sincere, a littlebig baby, smile, trust, honesty, keep your promises, loving, caring, a little bit clingy, and a little bit over protective, and I think that's it?






Sense of humor or hot body?

Hot body with a sense of humor :). DUH! :D!







Eye color?

Eyes, I don't really care.







Piercings?

Gauges are cute :).





Tattoos?

Are hot on a guy :). Just the arm or chest though.






Cowboy/girl or Gangster?

Gangssstterrr with a sensitive side :).




Athletic or artistic?

Both <3.







What's the first thing you notice in a guy/girl's appearance?

Shoes, ears, face, then clothes, and then BODY. Haha! Chubby or what, I don't care, If I think your cute, your cute, babe ;).








Honestly, do looks matter?

I don't mean to be shallow, but just a little.








What's the best gift you've ever gotten from a guy/girl

I don't really remember.







Most embarrassing moment in front of a crush?

Oh snap. Spitting our boba balls out of my mouth while talking >.<
Hella mother fuckin' embarrassing.






Best place to make out?

On the bed, couch, etc, just a place where I can top while making out, and then you flip me over and I'll be happy to be the bottom :). I love it when they take in control.




Could you cry in front of your significant other?

Maybe.. It takes a lot for me to cry.





How would you want to be asked to prom?

Uhm, well, with a biggggg ass long posterrrrrrrrrrr infront of students from school :).






When you fall for someone do you fall hard?

Uhmmm, I don't know?








Is cheating ever okay?

Nope.





Are there mistakes in love?

There's always.






What would you do to get a guy/girl to notice you?

I'm usually just loud, they'll probably catch my drift.








Do you like to slow dance or dirty dance?

Haha, dirty dance :). But in sincere moments, slow dancing is appropriate <3.






Where do you like to be kissed?

Neck, behind the ears, and my jaw bone.





Long term or short term relationships?

I've never been in a relationship before :/. Well actually, I've never have had a boyfriend before.







Is it cute when a girl wears a guys jersey?

It's cute when the guy gives me something to wear or remember him by.






Ladies, flowers or a song on a guitar?

You mean gay fellah's? I prefer both :).






What song would you want played at your wedding?

Probably a Disney song, hahaha!






What's the best season for love?

I like winter, when it's cold at night so we can cuddle.






Is clumsy cute?

Oh gosh >.< Don't even start me with that.
But yesss, yes it is. HAHAHA!


Smooth moves or sincere?

Slick w/sincere ;).


Out to the movies or a walk in the park?

Movies, and then a walk/drive would be nice :).


Is it cute when a guy/girl calls you babe?

I love it when a guy calls me babe, it brings me back those butterflies :D!!!



What's the perfect night?

Where I end the night with him, and be with him the upcoming morning.


Are you afraid to fall in love?

Pretty much...


Do you believe in love at first sight?

AGH! WTF?! I don't know...


Is all fair in love and war?

Hmmm, I heard that from the Suite Life of Zack and Cody.

3 things that you would never accept:

1)Disrespectful, hitting me.
2)Selfish.
3)Never ever, whatever you, never ever break your word, promise..


3 things a guy/girl would need to understand about you:

1)I can never be mean to you unless we are in love.
2)You gotta be able to control me, I can get a little freaky.
3)And you gotta understand where I am coming from.

Swell Day :).

I really enjoyed today, especially at the bus when a certain person entice a conversation with myself. I never even thought of even conversing with him ever in my life. It was nice to know that we had things in common :). I enjoy unexpected conversations with human beings who I though would never even talk too me. It was cool. I liked it.

BUT YOU GUYS! Soooo sorry, it;s been like 2days since I haven't posted anything. My apologies for that. I try coming back, but it either gets too late, or I either get too lazy. This week is very stressful because Night Rally is coming up. LIKE IN 2DAYS =O. Shoot, I'm soooo nervous for that day. Dancing like foo'. Watch out for "Us6" and out cute sweaters :). Haha! But these past two days there has been an earthquake, I fell in love with my Boyfriend #5 K.O. again :). And what else? OH YEAH! More stress, and more happiness. I asked to be busy so I wouldn't have too think about much the male sex. Heh :). But that's it, still living on School, friends, food, and Twilight. Well goodnigh't ya'll. FD Has to do homework and fix his new SidekickLX :D!

Nighty night, and sweeet dreams, boys. P.S. Sorry if any mistakes, I get too lazy to re-read.

Man today, life is good :).

Oh man, what a hella nice day it was today. I know it's the 29th right now, but March 28th was a very essential day. I loved, loved, loved March 28th :). It felt so good for my soul.
Dance in the morning.
Kick back w/my bestie.
Badminton.
Party with the Mexicans.
and a really great phone conversation with the person I thought I would hate forever.



Today, was, a, really, great, day, for, Francis Dominic.
A, really, great, day :). AHHHH! March 28th, you did good ;).

"I Ask The Impossible"

I ask the impossible: love me forever.
Love me when all desire is gone.
Love me with the single mindedness of a monk.
When the world in it's entirety,
and all that you hold sacred advise if you
against it: love me still more.
When rage fills you and has no name: love me.
When each step from your door to our job tires you: love me
and from the job to home again, love me.
Love me when you're bored:
when every man you see is more handsome than the last,
or more pathetic, love me as you always have:
not as admirer or judge, but with
the compassion you save for yourself
in your solitude.
Love me as you relish your loneliness,
the anticipation for death,
mysteries of the flesh, as it tears and mends.
Love me as your most treasured childhood memory
and if there is none to recall
imagine one, place me there with you.
Love me withered as I were new.
Love me as if I were forever--
and I will make the impossible a simple act,
by loving you, loving you as I do.

I'm that one boy. Deep down, I'm hurting. I don't know why, But I hate seeing what I could of have. BUT! You can't do nothing about it now. School, food, friends, and Twilight. That's what I'm living on right now. Goodnight boys, sweet dreams. And let's hope & pray that my turn comes soon.

P.S. Finals Pt.1&2 is tomorrow. Geometry and Health. Wish me luck <3.

7Girls and 1boy. last minutes Blog.

1stgirl, I've seen her produce tears because of him. She's becoming independent and she's getting stronger, but there are times when she breaks apart. In my opinion she needs a real man in her life, someone to step up to the plate on who won't hate her. I know why she won't let go because she's too loose him. She's been through it a couple of times, but in my eyes. I want her to be happy all the time and deserve what is beyond happiness.


2ndgirl, she is also maturing, everyday, but her lust for her boys are sinful. Tempting and anticipation causes her to do wrong things. She needs no man in her life because she can work with what she got. She's strong-willed, but she's also tempted. A LOT! Drop the guys that don't want you, realize that girlfriend. Your better and more smarter. Use your head, don't follow your heart, it'll just break again. Save your-self the pain.

3rdgirl, the pretty and getting more grown up one. She got her priorities straihg tbut she still got her crushes going. There isn't really anything wrong about her. She's smart at what she's doing and she knows how to handle it.

4thgirl, the girl with the sexy body who looks like no other. The girl that always get's chased, but when caught, the guy seems to drift away. This girl is waay to pretty to be single, but she makes it look so easy. So occupied with the people she love and love to be with, boys donlt even cross her mind sometimes unless I bring them up. That, I love her for that.

5thgirl, the gril that got everyhting but she's too blind to open what's in front of her. She's the girl with pretty face, and she's smart. Only when she wants too be. She's beautiful and cute. Guys are waiting for her just to "get at her" but the past always seems to come along and ask questions about why there trying to talk to her. Haha! She's so blind, she's got the guys waiting, but she plays them like a player. But the safe way. Boys actually do want to talk to her, and they get to the point where there becoming annoying. Shoot, I wish a guy would want me like that.

6thgirl, the girl who's the baby out of all of us. The one who's the mean one, but deep down inside that's the way she shows that she likes you. Her innonsense is fun when at play. We fantasies a lot. This girl got a lot of potential, they just need to take the time and actually read the book.

7thgirl, the beautiful girl who always gets mis-read for her prettyness. Like the other, she is smart when she wants to be, but she can also be as slow as a snail. She wild and crazy, but one of the most loving girls out there. She's a book you'd love too read ;).

And last but not least, the 1stboy. The boy who sits and waits, let's time pass by and wait to be swept off his feet. The boy who has high standards and scared too settle for less. The boy who always get's left because he is "Young" and also get replaced by another. Like picked up on the floor, bur dropped back down because he saw something new and wanted to run too it. He's sick and tired of this game that he knows so well. He doesn't wanna play it anymore, because if he did. He'd be looking out for a lot of exits. He knows what to do, and how to do it. But when will this boy ever get the chance to do it?



Unread, sorry. To lazy to re-read. Goodnight, girls.

You're surprising.

I wanted to be with you.
I wanted to hold you.
BUT! I got replaced for someone who was nor even there for you.

Man, boys are so damn complicated.




I was having a great day till' THAT ABOVE happen. Overall, I had a great day, I'm watching Twilight as we speak. I love this movie, because the feelings are oh so very real too me. :). Anywho, yeah, that's it. Goodnight, guys.


I'm hungry.

Hahaha! My daaaaaay :).

Was very sweelll. Except for school. Overall school was great besides the whole Geometrey, Swimming, Eng9 Finals Hype. Yawk! I don't want that :(. But what made my dad waaaas Tony. Buahahahaahhhhahah! Alll I can remember was the big "big bite" that used to be "5x" bigger before it was actually popped. Hahahahah! Wow, he's white blood cells were working to the max. That too me was hilariousss. Like I said very "imaptient with your imperfections" You looked like you had one of those injections in your eye brows Tony. :)


Anywho, after that I had a great practice session with my partner, even though she was "Out of it" she always does this before game days. And it's getting on my nerves. Like big time! =O! I love her still though. That's my partner.


After that, there was practice at my house. Well dance practice for Night Rally. Holy crap! That was awesome! Like BIG TIME! Everyone had it down. It was Moui' Perfecto'! :). But then we had to show it to the rest of the skit people. We messed up on the last song :(. Fudgecakes! But don't worry, everything will be great and spotless by Night Rally. Which is APRIL 2ND ON A THURSDAY! But yout tickets! It will only be sold on March 23rd-March 27th! GET THEM KIDDDOS'! It's 1 week away from Thursday.



Last but not least, my boyfriends haven't really been boyfriends :(. And it makes me sad. Like a lot, deep down it does. I miss them all. Especially 2 and 5. I want a real boyfriend already guys, but I'm bcoming so impatient I'm thinking that I might be single as long as 7 years. And I never had a "Real Boyfriend" even though I kissed that guy. It all ended being nothing we were just talking. I wished we went farther in our relationship. But no, no, no. Ever since that I've learned many things about relationship, loves, do's and don't's. It's amazing when my capabilites are :). So if your single, and your cute, and at least taller than me. You've met my standard. You just have to be Asain or Flip. That's all. Well goodnight readers. Thanks for the time to read!


Gooodnight, and I lalala love you all! :). Oh yeah, btw, I'm too lazy to re-read this again becauseeeeee I'm on my sidekick typing this thing. So chyeah. Well nighters again! :).

"You're a Jerk"

Parrrtyyy last night was somewhat fun and okay :). Overall it was great besides catching my Boyfriend#5 kissing Edgar and also dancing on girls. That's why I walked out, I didn't feel too comfortable around that presence. Don't I deserved too be treated better? Yeah, I do. Edgar wouldn't stop trying to touch me -.- Haha! I kissed Edagr though =X. BLAH! ANYWAYS! Happy Birthday to Tiare, thanks for the partyyy last night. Your boys were cute. I just didn't understand how you knew half the that were on that party :P. Buahahahah!




Oh yeah, btw, my butt, and my thighs are oh so very soarrrrr :(. Because the fact that we had hardcore workout On Friday's. Sports are just fun, fun, fun :). Well yeah, I'm gonna leave now. go out with my girls, make up for what I had last night. Ugh, boys. Drity and Grimey. I should make a clothing line like that. HAHA! You never know, there's alotta possiblities. And does anyone know this kid names "DJ" who makes the "Still Us" Clothing Line. If so, hit me, I wanna buy some sweaters. :).



Oh yeah, P.S. I'm too lazy to re-read everything. So if any mistakes. Just fuck it.

Whaaaat the feeezzzyyyy?!

I hate waiting.
I'm being impatient.
Very impatient.


To the point where I'm thinking about settling for less.
But no! I can't do that.
But there's one(ACTUALLY MANY) that's keeping me up on my feet ;).
But this one is special.
I dig, I love, I play.




Can I have a cute boyfriend now please?
And I'm hoping he got style, swag, and skills of driving ;).
P.S. A Nice, cute, loving one too!


I know, I haven't blogged in awhile. I'm oh sorry about that.

Boyfriends :).

I need to introduce to you guys...

OG Boyfriend #1 Robert A.

Boyfriend #2 David S.


Boyfriend #3 Tommy W.

Boyfriend #4.
(No Picture for now.)

And my latest, Boyfriend #5 KO :D.

Best Saturday Night Ever.

Day started by waking up with my BEBF :). Then having a Movie day with Bestie and Book . Watching The Grudge 3. SCARY SHET! Like no joke -.- Then after, PARTY TIME!


Edagr's party was the bombest party. It so made my weekend already and my weekend has not even been over yet. I loved it today. I made new friends. I had the best fun, hella cute guys. But one was the top of my list :). And he ended becoming my Boyfriend #5 :) WOOT WOOT! I felt loved and known at that party. I'm running out of words because it was such a great night, I can't wait for next week's partyyy. Let's go! Oh yeah, btw. I think Boyfriend #5 is the hottest and most prettiest out of all the boyfriend's I have. No offense, guys. Haha, and Happy Birthday, well official Birthday to Andrew B, Josh S, and Edagar S. I love you Sugarrrr Muffin :). Goodnight and sweet dreams everybody, for a fact. I love tonight :). SO HELLA WORTH IT!

Jealousy.

Not only is it a sin, but it is an emotion. An emotion caused by distraught feelings :/. It can be interpreted in many ways. Through friends, fame, fortune, and even love. It's funny how unfortunate things can happen to a guy like me. People are so used to the smile that I always produce, the loudness I make, and the aurora that I have that can make feel comfortable and less uneasy with themselves. But there are always things behind those. Behind those smiles, they are frowns, behind that loudness there are his quiet parts, and with that aura of his, there is weakness within. Little things make a person weak, and also the the little things can make a person stronger. Even by just one bit. Jealousy, an emotion that is taking over me right now. Let's just say, "You girls have it lucky." :). Goodnight, and sweet dreams. I for one will be spending this night alone..

Eclipse.

I'm almost done with the book :). Today was nice, I picked my classes for next year! It's probably gonna be English10, World History, Algebra 2, Chemistry or AP Chemistry, French 1 or Ceramics, PE ATHLETICS! Both Fall and Spring. Yay! My Partner and I are getting better, "Us6" is making me sad and cry, I wish we could do better. What else? Oh, you looked real cute today btw. And then, I read Eclipse. That's pretty much it. Well, goodnight, a little cheery than yesterday. Yesterday, I was "Scared." And still am. :/. GOODNIGHT! Sweet dreams everybody!

I'm scared...

I'm terrified of loosing you, not being able to be in your presense. Afraid too never see you again and you start heading down your road. I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to see you again. I'm afraid too say anything because I might just make you run away. I've only felt your kind words, and read your thoughts about things. I wanna go deeper, but since the difference between us, I don't know how that's ever possible. It maybe the last time I will ever see you. Just thinking about it makes me wanna cry, our last time seeing each other, our last conversation, our last time ever making eye contact. I wanna be able to hold you in my arms even just for a quick second, because a second of that could be imprinted in my mind and that can last forever. You put smiles on my face when you don't even know you do. Your so cute, and adorable, I wish my future boyfriend would look just like you and and have the same attributes also. Your flaws is what makes you perfect :). I wanna go out with you and just spend time together, just us two, I don't care if all were ever gonna be is friends, because I'd rather be your friend than nothing. I'm still shy towards you, I get all choked up, I avoid making eye contact because I might get lost into your eyes. Your so loving and concerning. Man, why can't you just be bi or gay? You'd be such the perfect boyfriend for me, and I'd be the perfect boyfriend for you. I hope there's a guy like you out there for me. I highly doubt there is. But one last thing, I wish you can promise that you won't ever leave me...

What a good day today :).

1st off, Congratulations too Tony, and 2nd, what a nice day today it was. Even though the air was crispy ice cold. I enjoyed it, practice went by so FAST! Wish my partner and I good luck. And I finished all my homework today, that I'm very glad of.

The thing that made my day is that my mother and I talked about a cute boy on TV :). Hehe, I felt so good. And my dad was there too, he just agreed. Hahaha! Another is that my English 8 Class is so loving, they all HATE Prop8, I felt so loved when they were talking about it because they would look at me as they speak. Sigh*, I love you guys. THERE'S ONLY 3 MONTHS OF SCHOOL LEFT STARTING ON MARCH 11th! =O. I'm gonna cry. Also, I don't feel like dressing up for school no more, I just wanna wear basketball shorts and HOODIES! THAT'S IT! I gotta go shopping for the following gear then. SOON, hopefully.


So yeah, that's pretty much it. I'm still waiting for my cute guy to come in my life and sweep me away. I just pray and hope that's he's gay or bi, not straight. I'm tired of straight boys. I perfer them to actually like OTHER boys. Not girls. Well goodnight, thank you for reading, I appreciate it.


Last but not least, I've been asked to prom 3 times already. And I'm only a Freshman.
1-Guy asked me to goo to his Senior Prom w/him.
2-Girl asked me to go to Junior Prom w/her.
3-ANOTHER Girl asked me to goo too Junior Prom w/her.


Haha, I feel loved :). I actually wanna say YES tot he 1st one, but I D K.
I want more people to ask me though.

G-Thang.

:), Today was my Bestfriend's 15th B-Day, and she's hella old, like 1573649503, just take out the 73649503, hahaha! I love you Ashley Kwe, sorry I couldn't be back in time :(.


Today was a good day also, I was with my sister and my mother, I'll post like 2 pictures from that day, maybe three. Who knows. We'll see. I had a great conversation with Michael from, WA. And also with Nick from SAC and now SJ. And currently, I'm having a great conversation with Willfred. He's my husband, but he DOESN'T KNOW IT YET! Hahahaha! Even though I call him Husband Willfred sometimes :D! Hahaha! Well this week is gonna be a nice week, I'm very excited for it. 4-week school with Dance Practices' for Night Rally! Agh! I'm juiced. Well, goodnight! And sweet dreams with eveyone :D!

Watchmen.

That movie was pretty damn long. I gotta admit, graphic everything, sex, violence, and people. I enjoyed watching it because I watched it with my girls. And that time, all of us were finnaly single. LADIES' NIGHT BABY! Hahaha! I love those girls. :).





And I just wanna say something, because I feel like guys are ashamed to be my friend. There's only a few who actually stick like glue, especially Ricky Guerro, Jerrick(Sometimes), J.A.K. And Austin. BUT my Boyfriends #1, #2, and #3 I feel oh so distant :(. I don't feel la-la-loved.


Francis Dominic just misses and wants those passionate hugs that guys produce, I'm not asking a lot, but can I just get something back for the effort I try for at least caring about you? I don't know, you guys make it so difficult. Sigh* I really wish there was a place where I can escape too, my "Secret Hideout" where I can chill and have no one worry about me. That I would love. Friends are the ones that keep me up and running. But so far, where the hell have you guys been?

The Cutest thing I've ever seen.

I was about to read Confessions of a Shopaholic. It was my sisters book btw.

But the I opened the book to a random page, and HOOSHAW!



It was so cute, it ALMOST gave me butterflies :).



And then there was a piece of paper asking her to be his Valentine :). I thought that was beautiful.




Can I get an Amen? 37Months and still going strong, well actually 38 now?


But any who it's funny when people come up too me and say, "You know I wanna see you with a boyfriend." I just laughed and smiled. What can I say too that?

Heartbroken.

There's alot of couples at school. It annoys the shit out of me.
And I really have a humungo big crush on this guy.
But I don't know. I think he's taken already by another man. :/.





Fuck a betch, sidekicks fucked, and so is my fucking love life. Oh wait, what love life?

Today was F U N!

SF! Ahh! 1st time in 09'. Today was REALLY FUN! With Bridget, Kendrick, Kayson(Jason), Ashley, Miguel, and ALEF! It was his Birthday today and he was really excited about going too SF. It's only been my 2nd time at Haight St. And I loved it! ESPECIALLY BUFFALO EXCHANGE! Woah, baby! What a deal. And the the rest of the day went on. Everything else was lovely. I don't need to go into detail with it. And then I went home. Missed, Jerrick's Birthday :(. Sorry BF#4. Also, on top of that I'm getting sick again :'(. Shet dude. That's not the buisnesss. I hate being sick. Period. I wanna read Eclipse, but I need mopre motivation. Well good bye, for now. :P. OH YEAH!

SIDEKICK LX 2009/BLADE! I'm coming for you Chris Jr. The 2nd :DDDDDD!!!!!!!
I'm HELLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAA JUICEDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!










This shall be mines SOON :D! My Sidekick LX (Chris Jr.) Looks like this now, scroll down too see. ALL THE WAY DOWN.

T G I F!

Thank God it's finally Friday. I can't wait for school to be over already. Stupid classes. Ugh. Well actually just Geometry. I don't like it. But besides that, February 27th, which is today was a really, really, really great day :D! It was nice. 2nd Block, our Circulatory System presentation was hella bombing! And 3rd Block, Basketball was fun. Renae and I always have a blast. And then 4th, I read a gay love poem. The class fell in love with it, and so did my teacher. She loved it so much that she was going to take it to her husband and read it too him. I'll show you guy's probably on Monday night when I get my work back from her. And after that, practice. Practice was F U N! We played Duck, Duck, Goose! Haha. Splendid time, and after Practice, I went to a Spaghetti Feed with FAB, Jake, and GENEVA. And during that time we played TAG at school. It's so much fun. But it would of been better if there was like 7-9 people. And that's pretty much how my day went. I loved it today. It was nice, and fufilling besides the guys at my P.E. locker hall. He had a hickey. You know, those love brusises? Agh, hella dusgusting. BUT O V E R ALL! I loved it like I said. And SF tomorrow. I wanna look cute because it's JAKFRAB DAYYYYYYYYY! :).

Love and Sexy Magic.Mp3

Ahhh! It's beeeen a few days since boys have been in my head -.- FUCK DUDE! That is hella unexceptable. :(. But overall, I'm glad that Partner and I got better. It was Jerrick (Boyfriend #4) Anniversary, and also PRESENTATION TOMORROW! :D! I'm hella juiced :DDDD! Yeeee!


Gooodnight ;).



P.S. I'm still waiting on my hella cute as boyfriend.

Before I go nite, nite.

I just wanted to mention that I hella want a cute ass boy too talk too at night and in the day. To go out and date around with. And when the time comes, I then want him to be my hella cute ass boyfriend :). Well I'm officialy saying goodnight to February 25th, 2009. EFF-DEE is waiting, but he ain't chasing.

Oh yeah! And at practice, our saying was "Girl, if its junior or senior year, and you aint got a man, girl, you got your right hannnnnd." Buahahahahahaha!

Great Day?

I don't know. Everything balanced today, girls annoyed me because they were being rude and disrespectful. Girl, you DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! Anywho. Over all, I liked it today, I finished the Freshman Shirts. "Sky High" baby! And my date with Geneva after Practice, oh wait! Speaking of practice, we cleaned the floor of the gym -.- Aiiii nako. Anywho! Geneva and I had the best Chef Kwong dinner with each other. Then Rocel called and asked for help to pack because of things. And that night was the best night. Geneva and Rocel! MY GIRLS! MY GIRLS! And last but not least, my BESTFRIEND came back too school! Finnaly! I love you Ashley Kwe. New Pictures all the way down the page.


Gooodnight!
"P.S. I love you" I love you Geneva and Rocel!

I got a Warning.

Be careful who you say "I love you", and "I miss you" too. -Yvonne.




Gooooodnight.

Monday.

It didn't feel like a Monday, but today was the last morning practice :). Yipee! And I finished all of my homework in all of my classes. WOW, that was fun. And practice after school was bleh. It was a good and fun practice though. After IN&OUT! YAY! YAY! YAY! Haha, I've been craving meat for so long, and last night, I sold my sister's phone to Joey Diamond. Woot! He misses me:). But yeah, and today,I started takingpicture of things. I have a feeling I wanna take shots of everything, and everyday of what I go through. Well basically, just random pictures.


Gooooooodnighttt everybodddddddddddyyy :D!

Hey! That made my day :).

Making Tony's Blog was :).

But overall, I was just at home dead bored :P. Hungry as ever, and yeah. Well escuela tomorrow:).

Amelie.

"Without you, todays emotions would be the scurf of yesterdays"
That was the cutest movie ever! Go Ms.Mofry from S4 :D! Thank god for recommending this movie. I love this movie, it almost made me cry. Just the whole photobooth thing. Thinking of someone. No one special :/. But it was a really great foreign film.

I want a hella cute ass boyfriend.

Skinny&Chubby Or Chubby&Skinny.
Asian(S) (Flip&Viet or Viet&Flip) .
At least 2 inches taller than me. I'm 5'4.
And nice style&smile :).

Oh Yeah, Btw.

I Miss Disney Land :(. Week of 4/18-4/20 (4/19 I turned 15.)

On our way to Disneyland with my BF2TheMaxx.

The night we arrived at Disnelyand.
1st Day in Disneyland, April 19th! :D! I'm 15!
My Dorchestra X3.
Last day in Disneyland :( 4/20.

4Days Later.

WOW! I've been so tired, 630AM Practices' are fun, but not when they put an impact on you. I'm going to busy, busy, busy from now. And I like it. Keeps my mind away from boys. I lost my feelings for love and those butterflies :). Thank God. So if they come back, that means I know that's what I want. I've matured when it came to this subject. Anywho, I've been improving, coach says I'm improved fast :D! That made me oh so very excited. I played non-stop from yesterday's pratice. Also, I found out ECLIPSE is coming out on June 2010 :D!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! Haha! I'm mega excited. That's gonna be a summer hit right there. Anywho, I still have to Choreograph for Night Rally. On emore song to go, and it's time to hit the studio and strat practing. I crave for more sleep, and more DOVE Chocolate. I finsihed the bag already :(. I love thos things very much. Well, I have to get ready now. I have a Dentist Appointment at 2PM, and a BF4's Party. See you tonight maybe? I need to stay on top of this Blogspot. It's a nice way too release some thinkings.