The hard part about it is that you don’t know if you feel the same way. It’s weird, I count on fictional books and fantasies to make me feel like there is hope out there. But I wanna describe what I have been going through, looking back 2009 was sad Francis, but 2010, I felt so brand new, so great, so happy, so wonderful. I never have a stable love life, well actually, I do not have a love life. I find it amazing that I’ve been standing on my own two feet to what I have been though.
Although, let’s get back into subject. Wow, I’ve liked this guy quite sometime now, but I know there is nothing for us in the future, it’s because 1)his age, 2)he’s busy, 3)He hasn’t gotten over his boyfriend. Even though I’ve liked this guy, I’ve pushed him aside, I gotta keep looking forward, but the true fact is that he makes me smile, I love the way he talks to me, I love how he is so easy to talk to, I love how I can just be able to reach out to him. It doesn’t hurt anymore that I can’t be with him, but what I love the most is that he;s kept me around also. When he calls me, I always have a smile on my face because he completes the whole sometimes, I admire for what he can do to me. We’ve both taught about getting married, I told him buy me a Disney Diamond ring, they’re only $30 dollars in DisneyCalifornia, and then propose to me in front of the castle in Disneyland, I have that conversation saved, and I would truly say I will always keep it. My e-mail on my phone is load with conversations with boys and a few ladies that I’ve had great conversations I would want to save.
What I like about this guys is his vietnamese, and for people who know I have a things for Asians, and for people who really know me it’s always been Vietnamese guys over Filipinos. I love that :). But I really liked him because it’s him, it’s him that I want, he’s irresistible, wonderful, and an amazing guy.
I am going to end this now, I don’t even know if people would read this but hey, it would be nice if you guys even did :).
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