I have this weird feeling in my heart. When I saw two guys kiss, it made me smile. I wasn't looking for that long, but when you saw them kiss, you can tell that they loved and they are happy together. That was so nice and warm to see. I love seeing functional couples. I don't know much, but I can tell that they have probably went through a lot, or maybe even barely. It just made me feel very warm inside, right now, even my hurt is jumping of joy just by thinking about it.
It made me wonder how longing I've been wanting a relationship like that. It would be nice to know how it feels to be truly loved. I can't help it but think, read, and even sometimes draw about it. Agh, I am getting all these unwated feelings inside of me. It's doing nothing but only making me want to love someone. I've set my feelings aside because it just is not the way to go. But right now, it seems so perfect. I wanna kiss him and then smile, and then kiss him again. And then lay down on his lap or vice versa. It'll just make me rup on his hair more, and maybe play with his ears. AGH! I need to stop thinking about all these things. Alrighty, I am going to go back watch Wizards with my girls.. :P.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
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